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I made peace with my mom today. This was, of course, done by forgiving her for the bullshit she pulled and her unkind words, and acting as though they'd never happened. Is it fair? Probably not, but at some point, I have to consider which path is the least harm to me. I recognize, I guess, that continuing to fight her, while it might be what she deserves, is not what's good for me, and it's not what's good for her. With that in mind I made peace this morning.

I skipped work again today but came in for the night shift. I have to stop skipping work or I'm really going to fuck myself.

I finally called my therapist today and set up an appointment on Monday. Perhaps I'll actually go this time. It couldn't hurt. I also called the one who gives me the pills, and she's hopefully going to call me back. Would be nice to get a new set of perscriptions, considering I've been going without for almost a week now. Perhaps that's why I'm being such a fuck.

Well, bored at work, now that it's the night shift. Please leave me comments, I'm such an attention whore!