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I really should get to commenting in your journals before I write another update, I'm such a slacker, I apologize.

I hate karma.
I've dated so many guys that I've lost interest in.
Within the matter of weeks.
I start feeling shitty for it.
So I start dating this guy thinking that I can change.
Doesn't work, I get sick of him to.
Then I say.. dating fucking sucks.
I don't want to do it anymore.

Then someone comes along that I have no intention of getting romantically involved with.
We hang out like homies.
.. and there was no way around romance.

I've been with him longer than any of the guys I've dated since Shane,(R.I.P.), and i find new reasons to like him every day.

But now he's leaving.
Moving, far.

.. and it just absolutely fucking sucks.
It's pretty much all I think about.
The suckage.

-3@