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I wish life came with erasers.

I definitely wouldn't have fucked up as much as I did.
Then maybe I'd have 19 year old buddies.
High School Pals.
I'd get to live with my parents for free and not worry about how much electricity costs are.
I'd have a gajillion friends and all we'd do is go out and get drunk, just because we'd be cool.
All of my people wouldn't be dead or strung out.

Fate really can be changed in one day.

..........

Lots of things happening today.
Lots of reasons to update.

I have Good News.
and I have Bad News.

The good news is...
My insurance didn't charge any points on my record.
That's amazing.
It means that I'm saving 1,200 dollars a year.
Because I actually HIT the dog..
They noted it as a collision and not a liability.

Bad News.
Those greedy bastards shorted me on my settlement.
They're giving me 800 dollars less than what the low blue book value on the corolla was.
So now I have to come up with 1500 dollars for the rest of my downpayment.
Whatever, I just want this all to be over already.
Too much for my head.

That means I'm going back to broke status.
I just dug myself out of the hole Christmas put me in.

I'm so blessed to have this job.
I get 2 paychecks before the money is due..
so it'll cover the car, and rent.
Cell, Internet, House Line.. and everything else will be neglected.
And I might have to CHECK INTO CASH to pay my insurance.

That or start pawning shit.
Or set up a blowjob booth.

I dunno. I'll figure it out.
Always do.

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