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bbbbbeckah

I'll always claim California as my roots, but Austin is my HOME!

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Monday Jan 24, 2005

Jan 24, 2005
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I'm broke.
I'm sure that may be nothing new to some readers.
But I'm REALLY fucking broke.

Why? How? What happened?
Nothing.

I haven't paid my phone/internet bill since I started using the service 3 months ago..
I haven't deposited money in the bank for atleast 2 weeks...
and I'm behind on just about every bill I can think of...

WHAT?

Yeah, I need to quit smoking pot.

Then I wouldn't be hungry...
I wouldn't be so quick to buy every pair of shoes that I like.
I wouldn't get lost and waste gas...
and most importantly..
I wouldn't have to buy 6+ oz. of weed each month!

So what am I going to do?
I'm not going to smoke pot anymore, dumbass.

I've seriously misplaced so much common sense, dropped so many important priorities.. killed so many brain-cells.
now I'm fucking slow.

It's not subtle, either.
EVERYONE notices.
My sisters even call me Anna Nicole!

What kills me the most....
I honestly believe that I used to be SO kickass.
Now, I'm not really that cool.

Shit.

I'm not cool at all.

Point of the story (story?)

I'm broke.
I get paid tomorrow.
But I'll be broke then, too.

I have to pay off my bills.
If I'm lucky, I'll have enough money for gas.

-3@
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
micaela:
Awwwwwww, hon, I'm sorry about your Maryjane prob! I KNOW what it is to be that broke, I'm way past that broke, it sux!
Thanks for the support though! We gotta hang out!
Jan 24, 2005
ben_:
lol..
well, i really like the moderator (she's the best on german mtv) and berlin isn't that far (there and back ~ 600 KM) plus GC is a good band, so why should i not go there *G*?
Jan 25, 2005

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