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So much has changed, so much is still the same.

My mom underwent Gastric Bypass surgery this week.
Random? I know.
She's a 50 year old woman, no bigger than she should be.
But it's what she wanted.

Out the door went Turkey day.

Last weekend I was hanging out with Mike.
(nothing new, I know)
But it was different this time.

Mike and I...
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So I got a new job.

How weird is that?
I'm satisfied with my current job.
I have great benefits, great pay...
Great work environment...
COOL STUFF TO DO.
(drug testing people is the best part)
but we were slow today....

So I was on the computer..
and there was a job literally 1 mile from my house.
It pays 2 dollars more than I'm...
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Anna Nicole Smith is so far gone.
I'm amazed.

I've been that shot out before.
Getting "crunk" helps when you have a lot on your mind.

My idea of dealing with things is smoking a blunt...
Taking a few shots....
Deleting phone numbers..
and smacking myself everytime I think about what went wrong.

The world isn't going to stop spinning for anyone.

Fucked up.. aint...
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Since this is my first entry on Suicide Girls.

I won't bother saying anything.

- 3@