bazookajules

you're not losing me ever... i have no life here... yes i have had a few good weeks in a row... does nothing to dent my desire to be back with you or get the hell out of here... things are better than they have been in ages... thats a combination of spending no time in southend and knowing i am definitely leaving this god forsaken hole no matter what happens to me

would be good to talk... it doesn't seem to do either of us any good not to talk... coulda said a quick hi on msn just now... oh well... speak soon hopefully

i do miss you sexy, loads, hope you dont feel like we're drifting apart... i know how it feels... christ do i know, but i certainly don't feel that way regardless of how long its been... i just think its hard is all... and no time or distance apart could separate me from you ever... i'm yours for life... or as long as you want me...

and dont be upset, everyones days made by someone attractive of the opposite sex smiling at them... even yours... actually male or female for you... we all know how you are

love you sexy... and i really do

x

edited it as i thought some of the things said, shouldnt be said on a public forum as this... they're a bit more private



[Edited on Jun 21, 2005 10:14AM]

hey, your tourist summary sounds like there's a bit to do around here. don't think I've ever been to the botanical gardens... and definately haven't been to the maritime museum in ages.

all sounds good. glad you're enjoying your stay.