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Friday May 08, 2009

May 8, 2009
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Right....

Fresh start. I decided to retire my account, but have had second thoughts as i imagine this site will be a helpful and cathartic use of time (especially if i spend more than the 2 mins i use to spend on here).

There's been alot of upheaval recently. Things that i've found hard to take, hard to swallow, and things that were unexpectedly negative but acceptable. Also i found i had turned into everything i said i wouldnt, everything i thought i despised.

Well with a few changes and a major eye opener i feel i have now turned things around for the better. I once again feel optimistic about the future, about moving forward. I once again feel the rush of ambition, the rush of creativity. I once again feel mentally strong enough to maintain. To be fully independant and look after myself. I cant wait to get into work now, to make the money that feeds me, that pays my way and that improves myself. I had felt too negative and wretched to experience pride or even self-confidence but not now. Im back excersing daily, taking pride in my appearance and actually doing things to improve my situation.

Nobody usually reads this but that isn't the point. The point is i've returned to wanting to talk to people, new and old. Back to giving a shit. And its not come about through severing ties or making new ones, its been from me cutting the bullshit and actually wanting to change.

I think i'll post a few pictures i particulary like from the past few weeks, and from the past (or the parts i can bare to look back into without the twisting in my belly).

Enjoy!




ooo aaa ARRR!!! oink biggrin surreal
visara:
You'll be surprised to know that people do actually read the blogs wink

I am happy to read that you are more positive about life. I recently told a friend of mine, after his question whether I think someone put a curse on him, that he put the curse on himself with all his negative thoughts.

And those are pretty pictures ... who's friendly baby is that?

May 8, 2009

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