bavarianwhore

Today is the begining of day 16! I went to my second aa meeting last night and got the most incredible sponsor. i spent almost an hour after the meeting talking to people and got some numbers and met some great people. i left feeling hopeful, grateful, and proud for the first time in my life. I dont yet understand what is happening, but i know that it is going to be good. i am not sure that i got the job that i went to interview for last week, but i am determined not to let it get me down. i have to keep telling myself that it was just not meant to be and that i will get what i am meant to have. i am in the middle of dealing with all of this legal bs and feel overwhelmed. for the first time, i feel like i am ready to just handle it and get it over with and not allow all of this crazy drama make me want to go over the edge.
also, please wish that femi find happiness and that peaches heals because she is so wonderful and positive and they both deserve to be free of drama and tears.
in my usual fashion...here are the boobies!