bavarianwhore

so I have three days off from work in a row. Thats crazy kick ass and i might never go back to hell! But I do have school tonight and tomorrow night. I cannot bring myself to do the homeowrk. I find myself wondering if this is my usual procrastination, ADD, or simply that I really do not want to become an EMT and it is just the shortest program that I could find. I think that it is a little of all three, but I am leaning more towards the last. I wish that I could just get the job that I want! why is it so hard? why do I feel like i am walking on a tight rope? will I ever land on flat ground?