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So I had inventory yesterday..back room numbers looked pretty good I just need a high sales floor count to make the proper % of back room inventory. Stress level is dropping too so thats a good thing...yesterday I wanted to shoot everyone today I only wanted to kill one person so things are looking up.

I'm supposed to be on vacation next week but it looks like I'm gonna be working a couple of days which is good cuz I need the cash. I still might be able to go camping due to the fact that I will put in enough OT this week to pay rent and have some left over (looking at 16 hours right now).

My birthday is Saturday and I dont have anything planned for it besides maybe going out to lunch with my mom. Working nights has really killed the social life. It also depresses the hell out of me and makes me think things about myself that are not true like I'm not worthy of peoples friendship cuz I cant see them.....

I cant wait for tonight,,,I want to get drunk...a Bento I will go..see y'all there