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i feel like my heart is breaking in to a million pieces frown frown frown frown frown

i knew something was wrong. lucas wasn't answering my phone calls, wasn't calling me back right away, i hadn't seen him since wednesday morning. i thought maybe i was just being paranoid. being my usual clingy self.

friday night he told me he'd call me on saturday. he never called. so i called...
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accio:
Aw honey, I know exactly how you feel. I've been through the same thing. I hope things work out for the best. Also, thanks for the compliment on the tattoo!
evanx:
That sounds like bullshit to me. Drunk bullshit, even.

So....how are you doing since then?
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Updatedness!!

So I think at the beginning of every relationship, you should be able to remove all former memories involving other people from your brain. And then store them in, like, a storage unit (like one of those portable PODS things? anyone?)
If the relationship ends, you get them all back (no picking and choosing bad or good ones, it's all or nothing here damnit)....
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heidiness:
i work at old navy, shush don't tell...lmfao
heidiness:
i've never even been to Banana Republic and i get 30% off there...lol
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Long time, no update. So let's see...

Monday I turned in my final paper for Greek historians, Thursday I had my final for Latin, and I didn't take the final for Archaeology because I just decided to take the F. Go me. smile So I'm done with class until January 4th. That's right, no class for six weeks! Yaaaaay! biggrin Laaaaazy days.

Last night Lucas and I...
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tikki:
HELLO smile robot
johnclement:
Ohio was surprisingly decent.
Good luck on finals coming up.
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Well the election went real well. whatever Lucas, my friends Jennie and Sarah, and I are all still recovering from it. I think Lucas and Jennie are more depressed. Sarah and I are just furious. mad

Anyway.

Tuesday's my last day of class. I'm failing out of my archaeology class so I'm not going to it anymore, and I don't have class on Thursday because of Veteran's...
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theredbaron:
school is rough here too. just keep going and at some point school will give up before you do.
odette:
thank you!!! biggrin

the election made me mad too mad
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It's November 2nd. You know what that means. Get your ass out there and change the world.

...............





And by change the world, I mean get Bush the fuck out of office because he's ruining our country. And the rest of the world.

This election is about so much more than our individual selves. It's about the millions of people who have no healthcare, the...
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burstandbloom:
the election saddened me too
it felt like a definite kick in the crotch

last election i voted Nader
and it was disappointing when he fell short of 5% - and the green party didnt get any federal funding
but this election
its damn scary to think that half the people in the country think Bush is "A OK"

whatever

im doing work as a fight promoter now
interesting stuff
boxing
kickboxing
ultimate fighting
tied in with a restaurant and gym
it could be sweet

and im waiting on the Charlotte Hornets to set up an interview with them for a promotions job

having fun
but barely scrapping by

got like $400 in freelance money coming to me thats not here yet
and the one freelance check i got yesterday - they gyped me 10 bones

fuckers
burstandbloom:
freelancing is a bitch
never knowing exactly where a paycheck is coming from is scary

i gotta nab up something fulltime soon

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B on the Latin test.

B/A on that big paper. (one grade for the writing, other for the content; I don't remember which was which though)

I think I got a D on the midterm I took a week or two ago. Oh well.

Another big paper due Friday. Haven't started it. It's going to be bad. Oh well.

Registered for classes today. Political science....
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burstandbloom:
D is for Diploma

sorry youre sucking
i thought you were thinking about leaving dayton though
not registering for more classes there

Halloween is overatted
im doing a couple things
but im never incredibly thrilled about it

i wouldnt mind staying home and passing out cand to "sticky children"
ive done that befo
and there are worse things

like killer woodpeckers and such
johnclement:
Sounds like you and I are sharing a bank account. I can totally relate, and I even have a full-time job.
Have fun this weekend.
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Latin test tomorrow. I'm expecting to do quite well on it. Definitely better than the last one. Though I got an F on my last one, so I don't see how I could possibly do any worse. whatever

I went canvassing door-to-door for John Kerry on Saturday morning with my friend Jennie and her friend Heidi. We were a little pissed b/c Heidi was told we'd...
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darklis:
Shoes and dead plants it is then! biggrin
johnclement:
Yeah, I've taken the stupid thing twice, but not since '02, so I figured it would be good to take it again.
Glad to see you're volunteering for Kerry, my younger sister's been doing the same up in Lorain County.
Glad to see things are going well with the boy. have a great week.
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I waited until today to look at Datura's set. eeek love eeek Wow.

New favourite. biggrin

I'm supposed to be writing a paper. 5-8 pages. Not that bad really. One page is a summary of the article. So four pages really. But I just don't know where to begin. I'm such a horrid procrastinator.

And I need to get it done so I can go watch the debates...
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megg:
Nah, you don't suck at school, your professors do. That is my story and I am sticking to it.
burstandbloom:
you suck at school huh
well
apparently i suck at finding a job lately

but i have been writing some articles for money
- an interview with thae hornets that paid me like $50 bucks , cheap bastards,
and some stuff for the Exxon corporate newsletter which pays me like $400 , much better

i had a newspaper editor interview the other day - the job seems kinda weird though, i dont know ills ee if they offer it to me
and i have an interview with a music publicity/booking company on monday
well see how that goes

cold yet?
it aint cold down here
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My life is mine again.

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mistressmissy:
they're not closing until december. so maybe if you go next month youll get even better sales.
rabbiofrock:
hey!!

there are a couple of really funny musical numbers in the flick for you to look forward to!! smile smile

glad that all is well with you! and dont apologize for using the smile , we all could use more of them (especially if you are all pissy like me!)
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There's no greater feeling than knowing you probably ruined someone's day.

Not to mention your own.

It'll be ok in a few weeks. Hopefully less than that.

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evanx:
So...you OK yet? confused
mschrista:
hi cutie i miss you hope you are doing a little better kiss