battlin_albright

If you'd like the condensed version of this journal, basically it's this: BITCH BITCH BITCH.


I'm getting so tired of this. I've been in a completely psychotic foul mood since yesterday. And just a plain bad mood all week.

These crazed mood swings are all related to "girl" stuff. And they've been getting increasingly worse the last few months. I don't know what I'm supposed to do? Just go nuts? I can't take birth control. It makes me nuts literally, so crazy, I can't function and I get horribly sick on it. The only thing I can figure is getting put on a mild dose of anti-depressants which just pisses me off to no end, because I was on them once before and I really don't want to do it again.

I just hate feeling out of control. And the worst part is that Lucas is furious at me right now (he's irked with me I know, but I think he's really just plain pissed) because I'm being so moody and just plain unpleasant.

I just want a cup of coffee. And a piece of cheesecake. And a backrub. And a shot of heroin to the eye.

p.s. - i love everyone




also, i found this while looking for a picture. it is disturbing.