I was officially pushed over the edge today... by an "I Vote Pro-Life" bumper sticker that had a little American flag on it. So I've decided that I want an "I Vote Pro-Death" bumper sticker on my car. With a skull and cross bones. I hate people. 
Also, judging from my shopping trip today, if you basted me and stuck a meat thermometer in me I'd be just as plump and juicy as a Christmas ham. I am such a fatass right now.
I hate being in a shitty mood.
So an update starting from the weekend...
Friday: Spent the evening with Lucas at his friend Jennie and Matt's place where we grilled out with a bunch of people. I had to be up at 7 the next morning to go to work and was getting sleepy and nodding off around midnight, because we weren't doing a lot (especially me because I don't know his friends really well). So Lucas decided we should leave. And as soon as we walked out of the apartment I burst into tears!!
Why? Because "none of your friends like me, I'm just sitting there and everyone's ignoring me, I'm miserable, my life is going nowhere, I can't do anything right, I feel so stupid" etc etc. I actually said all of those things. Yeah, it was grand. Lucas was originally going to take me back to his apartment, tuck me into bed and head back to the party but he ended up putting up with my nervous breakdown bullshit the rest of the night. And gave me shit for falling asleep in front of his friends. And gave me a mantra to chant when I'm like that (which I've been doing the crying jag thing on and off for the last three weeks): I'm a confident, smart, cute, independent woman. He's so adorable sometimes. 
Saturday: Punk Nite! It was great Mike! PunkyDoll and I rode up together and got to see all kinds of people, and I got to meet Joey (
) who is just adorable. The after party was much fun and goofiness abounded like Mariothemonkey, LillithVain, and Clyde's mostly nude race around the hotel; everybody authographing LillithVain; Zui's heroin dance; and, one of my personal faves, listening to Nilloh and Tikkigod reciting "Team America" lines non-stop.
Oh, and Shabby and Mario have fantastic nipples!
Also, judging from my shopping trip today, if you basted me and stuck a meat thermometer in me I'd be just as plump and juicy as a Christmas ham. I am such a fatass right now.
I hate being in a shitty mood.
So an update starting from the weekend...
Friday: Spent the evening with Lucas at his friend Jennie and Matt's place where we grilled out with a bunch of people. I had to be up at 7 the next morning to go to work and was getting sleepy and nodding off around midnight, because we weren't doing a lot (especially me because I don't know his friends really well). So Lucas decided we should leave. And as soon as we walked out of the apartment I burst into tears!!
Why? Because "none of your friends like me, I'm just sitting there and everyone's ignoring me, I'm miserable, my life is going nowhere, I can't do anything right, I feel so stupid" etc etc. I actually said all of those things. Yeah, it was grand. Lucas was originally going to take me back to his apartment, tuck me into bed and head back to the party but he ended up putting up with my nervous breakdown bullshit the rest of the night. And gave me shit for falling asleep in front of his friends. And gave me a mantra to chant when I'm like that (which I've been doing the crying jag thing on and off for the last three weeks): I'm a confident, smart, cute, independent woman. He's so adorable sometimes.
Saturday: Punk Nite! It was great Mike! PunkyDoll and I rode up together and got to see all kinds of people, and I got to meet Joey (
) who is just adorable. The after party was much fun and goofiness abounded like Mariothemonkey, LillithVain, and Clyde's mostly nude race around the hotel; everybody authographing LillithVain; Zui's heroin dance; and, one of my personal faves, listening to Nilloh and Tikkigod reciting "Team America" lines non-stop.
Oh, and Shabby and Mario have fantastic nipples!
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