Oh so many things on my mind these last few days...
Mostly good thoughts. I've been doing mostly good. I'm kind of clearing my head about some things, accepting some things that I have no control over, trying to deal with the things I do have control over...
Basically they're just things that I've always had issues with and I think I'm getting to the point where I need to get my head out of my ass. The past is the past, I can't always get what I want, most of what I want is bad for me, and my incessant daydreaming about the future gets me nowhere....
Also, I've got the whole what happens after graduation thing going on... I've got no one and no reason to stay here. So I suppose that's good, albeit depressing...
But anyway.
I've spent way too much money these last two weeks. Few pairs of pants, several new shirts, other odds and ends. And I bought an mp3 player today. It's a bean!
This purchase kind of pushes back my laptop for a bit, but oh well. I have this whole problem with needing instant gratification. There's no fixing it.
I saw HARRY POTTER
with Stacie Tuesday night!! It was fantastic!
I'll be seeing a lot of you (I hope) this weekend at Shabby's. Those of you who don't show, well screw you.
Also, I made a shitty mistake this week in regards to two friends. They know who they are if they're reading this and they've gotten/will get apologies in person. I'm sorry. I humble myself before you.
* Oh, and also again... I suggest we start having weekly or bi-weekly drinking nights around here. Small or big group. Because I want to drink more and I don't want to look like sad, lonely drunk girl. So I demand you all start drinking with me. I have decreed it. So let it be. Damnit. *
Mostly good thoughts. I've been doing mostly good. I'm kind of clearing my head about some things, accepting some things that I have no control over, trying to deal with the things I do have control over...
Basically they're just things that I've always had issues with and I think I'm getting to the point where I need to get my head out of my ass. The past is the past, I can't always get what I want, most of what I want is bad for me, and my incessant daydreaming about the future gets me nowhere....
Also, I've got the whole what happens after graduation thing going on... I've got no one and no reason to stay here. So I suppose that's good, albeit depressing...
But anyway.
I've spent way too much money these last two weeks. Few pairs of pants, several new shirts, other odds and ends. And I bought an mp3 player today. It's a bean!
This purchase kind of pushes back my laptop for a bit, but oh well. I have this whole problem with needing instant gratification. There's no fixing it.
I saw HARRY POTTER
with Stacie Tuesday night!! It was fantastic!
I'll be seeing a lot of you (I hope) this weekend at Shabby's. Those of you who don't show, well screw you.
Also, I made a shitty mistake this week in regards to two friends. They know who they are if they're reading this and they've gotten/will get apologies in person. I'm sorry. I humble myself before you.
* Oh, and also again... I suggest we start having weekly or bi-weekly drinking nights around here. Small or big group. Because I want to drink more and I don't want to look like sad, lonely drunk girl. So I demand you all start drinking with me. I have decreed it. So let it be. Damnit. *
I wish my local group would go out for drinks a few times a month. Sometimes I am so drained from work, that I need other people's influence to get me out of the house.