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Last night I was really worried that I would either not look good enough or somehow disappoint him in some other blind way. But, I don't think I did, because the whole night worked out wonderfully. Besides the fact that we are both the worst at making decisions.

I thought it was going to be bad because my mom started being a bitch about me going out and I wasn't really interested in telling her who I was going out with because of her judgemental bitch face. At the last minute I ended up asking her if it was okay if Brian came over and she said that was okay after I explained to her who Brian was. She doesn't remember a damned thing, I guess..

We went to go see catch me if you can.. it was a cool movie. There weren't many people there, I guess everyone was out getting drunk. Towards the middle of the movie he reached over and grabbed my hand, and my heart felt so warm, heavy, and like it was going to jump out of my skin. After it was over, we sat in his dad's truck for about five or ten minutes trying to figure out what to do next.. so we decided to go back to my apartment and watch the croc hunter movie, just to have something to do, and that was pretty damned funny. That man is so fucking crazy. After the movie was over, we just laid there and held each other for over three hours. He ended up leaving around 6:30 this morning. That was the best fucking night I have had in a long time.. it's nice to be back in this place.. with him. We were lucky enough to have both had last night off.. by some fucking miracle on this ugly planet.

To be repetetive.. I hope the rest of this year goes like this. =)