batteredink

I was supposed to go see Brian last night, but I didn't. He had to work early this morning. Deep down inside I was a little relieved, because I was scared as hell. I think I may have even noticed the start of an anxiety attack. I don't know. I was just really scared. And then a little bit later, I came back down to reality, because I really didn't know why I was afraid. There is absolutely no reason to. So, I think I am feeling better about tonight. We are going to try it again tonight after I got home from work around midnight. I really don't know what, but I guess that doesn't really matter.

Boys seem to be the only thing stressing me lately.. hopefully that will all get figured out before the summer comes.