battalioness

Hey, sorry I am responding so late to this post. I'm really sorry you were (hopefully aren't still) feeling so low. It does sound like you'd be happier out of where you are but the money issues, as is often the case, are complicating things. In a sense it's good that you and the bf are on the same wavelength like that - obviously not when you're both feeling lousy but just that you have that connection. I would guess Paris might be an interesting place to move, though all the money issues that you have now might decide to travel with you. Then again, if you're not getting shifts anyhow you don't have much to lose. Perhaps you could take a leave of absence for a semester from school, move and see how things go. If they aren't as good as you had hoped you can always return to school, and perhaps you'll be re-energized then. And if things work out as well as you and I think they could... well then you'll never look back.

Yeah, I'm feeling better thanks.
Back at uni so I'm enjoying myself and not being half as bored as I was.

I often think about taking a year out and seeing how things go, but I worked so hard to leave school early for uni and to go back on that a loose out on the time I made for myself... I don't think I could do that.

I guess we'll have to see!

Thanks