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battalioness

The Land of Milk and Honey... Scotland.

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Tuesday Jan 22, 2008

Jan 22, 2008
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Yeah, so my last post was a little depressing.
This one's going to be too, I'm afraid.

Everything's ust bringing me down at the moment. I'm in a financially difficult (impossible) position, my family have decided to become impossible to live with, my dad's pretty ill, I'm getting no shifts at work, I'm losing interest in my uni course (well, I'm losing interest in what I'm doing now because I can't stand the thought of another 5 years of studying to become a neuropsychologist) and really... I guess things just aren't exactly going my way at the moment.

To make it worse, whenever I'm down it totally reflects of my boyfriend, and vise versa, so we've both totally hit the 'post-paris blues' where we're skint and have nothing to do.

One good thing happened today, though; my iPod got fixed!

So at least when I have nothing to do except twiddle my thumbs, I can do it in time to some kick-ass beats!
knives2meatyou:
Hey, sorry I am responding so late to this post. I'm really sorry you were (hopefully aren't still) feeling so low. It does sound like you'd be happier out of where you are but the money issues, as is often the case, are complicating things. In a sense it's good that you and the bf are on the same wavelength like that - obviously not when you're both feeling lousy but just that you have that connection. I would guess Paris might be an interesting place to move, though all the money issues that you have now might decide to travel with you. Then again, if you're not getting shifts anyhow you don't have much to lose. Perhaps you could take a leave of absence for a semester from school, move and see how things go. If they aren't as good as you had hoped you can always return to school, and perhaps you'll be re-energized then. And if things work out as well as you and I think they could... well then you'll never look back.
Feb 2, 2008
battalioness:
Yeah, I'm feeling better thanks.
Back at uni so I'm enjoying myself and not being half as bored as I was.

I often think about taking a year out and seeing how things go, but I worked so hard to leave school early for uni and to go back on that a loose out on the time I made for myself... I don't think I could do that.

I guess we'll have to see!

Thanks smile
Feb 2, 2008

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