batmannerd23

This is gonna be a long one so if you are kind enough to hang in there and read the whole thing then I thank you for taking the time to get to know more about me and what goes on in my life. Now I usually don't talk alot about myself online because I try not to get too personal online for some reason. But there isn't alot going on in my life right now and I really wanna change that. I know I put myself in the position I am at in my life right now and I have only myself and my sometimes lack of motivation to blame. Right now what I do is and I been doing it for years now but what I do is wake up late in the day eat breakfast, brush teeth, get on the computer for a few hours, watch tv or movies all day then get back on the computer and then sleep and do it again the next day. I mean I know that sounds like a nice way to spend the day for all your hard working stiffs out there but for me its just getting repetitive. I mean I know I need to get a job and save up some money to get my life going and its what I really want its just so far no place has hired me.

I def. have goals I have not met because I sometimes lack the motivation to do it I mean I feel like my eventual goal is to move out of Indiana and start a life in Portland, Oregon. Why there I don't know because I think its an interesting place but thats just what I think. A goal of mine is to do photography even though I really haven't stepped up to practice it at all which will make it even longer for me to reach my goal of where I wanna be in photography. I would also like to make and write movies since I love them so much. I mean in my mind I would love to be just simply called an artist. I def. wanna be independent in my life but I feel like the way I sometimes lack motivation makes it hard for me to do anything about it.

And I think thats it I mean I just wanted to put that out there so thank you to anyone who read my little rant on how much I wish I could change the position I am in in my life.