Right now I feel incredibly depressed and lonely. For some reason I can't get my ex out of my head. It's been over two years since we broke up and I can't help but think that I probably threw away the only good thing I was ever going to have in my life. I even looked up her myspace page, and looking through her pics, she is still as lovely as I remember her.
I even signed up on that site that I despise so much, just so I could send her a message and as how she is doing. I don't know what I am going to expect, I know there is no hope of ever being with her again. She's not a person for second chances, and in all honesty, after this long I think it would just be weird.
In the meantime I am going to end up continuing to be lonely. It's not like I can just go out and meet a girl and instantly like her. I'm too anti social, I'll end up going out and then keeping to myself because I'm too shy to approach a pretty girl.
I even signed up on that site that I despise so much, just so I could send her a message and as how she is doing. I don't know what I am going to expect, I know there is no hope of ever being with her again. She's not a person for second chances, and in all honesty, after this long I think it would just be weird.
In the meantime I am going to end up continuing to be lonely. It's not like I can just go out and meet a girl and instantly like her. I'm too anti social, I'll end up going out and then keeping to myself because I'm too shy to approach a pretty girl.