bat_kat

Well this is annoying. I can't find any good options for going back to school. When I went to school I used Sallie Mae which I learned was a horrid mistake. Another mistake was the school I went to. They filled me with false promises and staffed themselves with teachers who didn't know shit about what they were teaching. (I should have taken the lack of any animation material they had as a clue not to enroll.) The lack of a proper communication system between teachers, students, and other offices was also dissapointing. So I left that school. Downside is I am unable to pay back my SM loan.

I finally found a school I would love to attend that looks like it can give me the education I want. But I have to rely on a loan to get in. More specific the Sallie Mae one. (I think there is another one, but I need to get its name and look into it.) But because I havent repaid Sallie Mae yet I doubt I can get a loan for this school with them.

Jobs are also pretty slim picking for me. due to my remote location in the mountains I really cant afford to take many jobs that are too deep in the Denver area. My last job was great, but aparently I tend to creep out, or scare people, so I was asked to resign from that job. (Im pretty normal looking. I've been told that sometimes its hard to tell my sarcasim apart from when Im serious, and that freaks people out.)

My father is trying to hep me get a job in this really nice graphic design company. But I haven't done any major art projects in a while, and I don't feel confident enough to be able to just pick it up right off the bat again.

So right now I am feeling stuck in a perpetual limbo. I don't feel motivated enough to get myself out of this rut. And I don't know what I can do to get out of it if I wanted to.