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Soooooooooooooooooooooooooo, I am in a bad mood. The girl who said she wanted to move in has not called me back. SO FUCKING RUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can pay for the shit myself but It just pisses me off. I told about four people that the apartment was taken. Now I have to re-post on Craigslist. Hopefully I get a computer geek.help me with all these computer...
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panda_pewp:
dont worry be happy! maybe its just the ganja ralking
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Sooo it looks like I have a roomie now, and she just happens to be a cute chica, purely coincidental I assure you, gentle reader, since no one else even came to look at the apartment. Her name is Mellissa, and she's a li' cute redhead. I'm gonna call her in an hour to let her know she has got the place and arrange to...
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moya:
I'd apologize to him, but.. I have nothing to apologize about. Honestly. I did nothing wrong except tell my parents a few months ago, I wanted to drive to northern Illinois the third weekend of January, we're talking about maybe 15 minutes south of the border, to visit my cousin for a day or two. That night, it finally sank into his mind, and as I was called into my parents bedroom so we could come up with alternatives of me getting there (not by myself), my father just erupted because he does not know how to properly express emotions; worry turns into anger in a split second. Instead of offering advice, I was being yelled at for 'how stupid I was, and that I'm not able to take care of myself, and because of that, I'm a waste of boths their money and my own.' whatever It kind of hurts to have to apologize for being insulted, by my own father. Atleast I can pull some kind of amusement out of it though, and not all is completely lost (I told him I was going out earlier, that's establishing contact, right? Right?!). He also hasn't apologized to anyone since he was young. He just doesn't know how, and avoids emotion altogether mostly. It wierds him out. This is a wierd household. surreal But, we'll slowly rebuild the connection between us; he can't always watch the Ren & Stimpy dvds I bought him alone forever, now can he.

A year and a half ago, one of my boyfriends who was 20 had just moved out into his first new apartment. Wasn't from a rich family, had dropped out of high school, and was a construction worker ( whatever ). He spent over $3000 on new furniture for his place. I saw the receipts myself. surreal I still go 'what the fuck' over it. He also apparently moved away a few months later. Some people make me wonder.

Congrats on getting a roommate smile It's impossible to get one here because people don't read that part of the paper either.
aenimartifice:
the only reason i am cancelling my account, is yes, i am broke. i know its cheap, but so am i. once my dad puts 500 bucks in my checking so i can buy books, i can reinstate my account... that should be around next week. yay smile
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So I didnt have to work yesterday, and I reacted in true bastard form, by doing nothing all day. And I mean nothing. I didn't even post in the journal. Now THAT'S lazy. I don't know if I am working today, if I am, c'est la vie, if not, then I will definitely get shit done today, first and foremost cleaning my fucking room, which...
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Made out like a bandit tonight with a whopping $300 tip from a big wig client.. It brightened my mood considerably. Overall feeling is still pretty down though.. I've decided to email Teri again, just to ask if she is all right from coming down from the E. Last time she was depressed for days and we took WAY more this time. If she doesn't...
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Feeling better today, although I nearly died last night, falling asleep on the road. Off to the gym.
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So. I have no idea what to say. I've been up since 500am tTuesday and I still havent slept yet. I'll just hack it out today and then sleep in tomorrow. I can still make the gym in time as well. Teri still hasn't called so I guess it is over for real. I was so completely wasted this morning I wasn't really sure...
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bastardo:
This was my firt ever entry? Was I loaded?