bashster

I just wrote this for the one who means the most to me.Men never tend to talk tey just absorb the nasty shit like a sponge bottle it up inside and let it fester.Men are morans who probably think to much about sex,football etc etc etc fucking hell i feel cleansed writing what i just messaged to my other half im shit with conversation i rarely utter a couple of words

THINGS MEN CAN,T SAY
I guess its easier to write down my feelings than to say em sometimes.I have felt the following over the last few days writing them down hopefully will make you understand
REMORSE-The feeling that i haven,t truely helped you with your illness
RESENTMENT-That you seem to go to other people with your problems than me,part of my head hates you for this but....i now know it because you love me so much you don t want to hurt me.
REFUSAL-To not accept theres anything wrong is not right but i tend to think life will just amble on with nothing bad happening which i have to get out of my thick head.

THE GOOD R,S
REGRET-Thats it i don,t regret anytime i have had with you good or bad how can i when your the most precious thing in my life.
RESPECT-I am know 100 percent behind you and think your very brave and im very proud of you hun we will get through this together.

I think i feel cleansed for writing my feelings down heres to more good times than bad


This is how muchchomper means to me i guess sharing it with you is not glorifying myself has been been a perfect husband far from it ,its fucking shit that i can,t say these things that hurts

Have a great friday i feel like my mood has brightened