bashster

i guess i don,t want to write about myself today but love to give praise to the one i hold most dearchomper.Last night she was like a deer trapped in the glow of headlights scared to death about going back to work.I have not pressured her to go back and last night i tryed to offer hopes of being positive and looking forward instead of back.
She didn,t sleep a wink but had the gumption to face her fears head on and go back to work after 5 weeks,fearful of what people think and the reaction she would receive.It takes fucking guts an when your as negative and fearful as chrissy its balls of steel.So tonight i came home to see her smiling with a mixture of relief and happiness hopefully we are turning a corner in our deep long dark tunnel lets hope so.
Tonight i can walk round with the biggest smile on my face one of been very proud of my gal.
I love you chrissy with all my heart!!!!.
ps
sorry for being soppy