Heres the point where deliver a journal that has you purring how funny and witty and am but guess what LIFE SUCKS BIG ASS AT THE MOMENT.
The year 2007 has been as the Queen would say been a horribulus annus (not a bad ass) a bad year.
I tend to think what comes around comes around but its creaking at the seams my life on the verge of falling apart in despair and missfortune.
This week i even managed to aleinate chrissy by constantly rowing with her over money our eternal bad luck with the car crash that happened in December that we will get fuck all for and our financial situation.
I feel like a wanna explode with rage but i have just sat here and kept quiet not said a word to anyone because everytime i try and speak it goes tits up(my hot head rules its tongue i guess).
It fills my heart with sorrow when i ocassionally check my other halfs journal to see she never writes anything good anymore,never tells a witty tale about us or how shes feeling top of the world ,which so she says is nothing to do with me but it gnaws at my brain and makes me think hey i fucked it up
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I thought about praying today to get chrissy well,winning the lottery,enjoying my robotic job that i get abuse every god damn day i work there and saving my sanity.
I guess the suns out and my footy team LEEDS UNITED who i follow with all my heart can survive getting relegated today to cheer me up me.How wrong i was they got relegated two hours ago its like another nail in my hapiness coffin hence this infernally depressed journal.PLEASE PLEASE SG,ERS send me messages of luck and good fortune.
Tommorrows another day i guess
BASH DOWN BUT NOT OUT
The year 2007 has been as the Queen would say been a horribulus annus (not a bad ass) a bad year.
I tend to think what comes around comes around but its creaking at the seams my life on the verge of falling apart in despair and missfortune.
This week i even managed to aleinate chrissy by constantly rowing with her over money our eternal bad luck with the car crash that happened in December that we will get fuck all for and our financial situation.
I feel like a wanna explode with rage but i have just sat here and kept quiet not said a word to anyone because everytime i try and speak it goes tits up(my hot head rules its tongue i guess).
It fills my heart with sorrow when i ocassionally check my other halfs journal to see she never writes anything good anymore,never tells a witty tale about us or how shes feeling top of the world ,which so she says is nothing to do with me but it gnaws at my brain and makes me think hey i fucked it up
.
I thought about praying today to get chrissy well,winning the lottery,enjoying my robotic job that i get abuse every god damn day i work there and saving my sanity.
I guess the suns out and my footy team LEEDS UNITED who i follow with all my heart can survive getting relegated today to cheer me up me.How wrong i was they got relegated two hours ago its like another nail in my hapiness coffin hence this infernally depressed journal.PLEASE PLEASE SG,ERS send me messages of luck and good fortune.
Tommorrows another day i guess
BASH DOWN BUT NOT OUT
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i've found that writing notes to each other helps. you get to be more articulate, no one buts in and no one shouts.
i'm sure she knows you care. sometimes life gets on top of you, and not in the fun way.
I send you all the look and good fortune I can, here are pictures of luck and prosperity...witht the best of wishes in your direction (sorry about Leeds, i shouldnt mention my being a man utd fan should i?)
good luck with everything