I don,t usually update but hey its a change.The week has started off on a bit of a downer i think its a emo journal.
I got up to find my other half looking like shite with headache and dizzyness so she was told to have the day off work.I hope shes not getting the dreaded vertigo again she goes through stages in her life where the cards are stacked against her and the skys falling in.aSometimes we all want to hide away from the world and sleep and relax.I will hang in for her ,i hope she gets well soon its alawys been a journey of ups n downs when it comes to her health and mental issues.You have just got to be there when you need them even if it tears your heart out to see them suffering inside and you can do nothing about it.
Heres to hope,health and hapiness.
In other news i got a wicked new car stereo but... my cd rom burner on my computer packed up oh hum its a life of snakes n ladders at the mo.
Then today i had 1 asian and six of his mates come to pick up his vw that bhad been in for repair.The only think is they wanted to pick fault with the repair and not be glad to get the car back.After a argument in which i told the five that owned the car to well fuck off so i could talk to the owner of the car without been interupted .I physically had to push one away sometimes i think how do i do this job its not worth the hassle and stress but its a job so we have gotta get on with it to the best of our abilities.The growing feeling to set up in business on my own is getting more tempting and i am serioulsy considering it.
I saw chompers cousin who is a car painter at a rival garage today he has tipped me off abput a job at his place that pays more money than mine but its a evening shift.
Fuck me i hope i haven,t depressed you guys to much i will leave you with this wirdly advice.
Look after your loved ones and protect them from the demons that lurk around every corner.

Take care chumz