barrybob

... so Nicole called again ... apologetic and alluring, she seemed sorry for the way things ended the last time we were together (but she is an actor, and she's a good one too) ... I don't know what it is abuot her, but she's got a spell on me ... she's damn hard to resist, and she knows what buttons to push (both good and bad) ... she invited me out to her bar, we hung out a lil' and things went well, but she didn't have a whole lotta time to talk, and we still need to work some shit out, but at least we are moving forward (or is it backward ... confusion) ...

...and to complicate things just a bit more ... in other news, my co-worker Ana's boyfriend still hasn't turned up (he left like two weeks ago, just up and disappeared (all kinds of shadey-ness there)), so she is now couch surfing at me and my roommates place and at another friends ... Ana is very cool and all kinds of sexiness, Romainian (accent, tight lil' body, lively and provocative, touchie-feelie too). She's lived everywhere, NYC, Europe, Mexico ... anyways there some serious sexual tension going on between us, little looks, a hand across my neck lingering for a long moment, standing so close that her body presses hard against me ... it's driving me absolutely crazy ... but It's not a good situation ... reason 1 ... co-worker ... reason 2 ... disappearing boyfriend ... reason 4 ... she's a friend ... reason 5 ... uh, clingy? ... reason 6 ... love her to death, but she NEVER stops talking, EVER ... and the list goes on and on ... I'm a flirt and she's a flirt and I worried that one of these late nights we're goin' get a lil' tipsy or stoned and end up fuckin' ... man, I hope she finds a place soon ... it's hard enough trying to get this thing straight w/ Nicole, and the last thing I need know is a fling with a co-worker on a rebound ...but damn, I do think about it ...