soooo uh well i havent moved yet, i moved home for a bit which is just back to youngstown, but im gettin the fuck out of here, blah, what alls been up. ummm im workin down here as a server at this lil bar and grill place, it pays alright, i just wanna get some of my bills paid before i move that would b tits, and i really just feel stuck at the moment, but i did enjoy some wonderful jameson with friends tonight, i feel like i need sometime to wander around. and by that i mean, just save up some money and start walking for eight months outta the yr like a true buddhist would. and wherever i end up for the rainy season i"ll stay there for four months, or just leave this country an see how long i can wander around europe and asia til i find what im lookin for or get deported,
where to go from here, perhaps, no, i dunno. i need something new, something exciting, something that is goin change my being, and right now buddism has offered the only relief from this whole worn out reality, its made me so much clearer and more centered, maybe its just tonight, i need a bowl of rice, and i cant stand livin with my parents anymore i havent even been home that long, they need to get over me an let me live, does anyone out there have a place for me to hide? i need to get to japan, and walk from tokyo to kyoto, if anythings goin clear my head its that right there, somewhere completelly new. and the walk so i have plenty of time to think in solatary about how i can use up the rest of my time wisely, cuz this smoking needs to stop. im so fuckin sick of it, it costs money and i get no one single benefit out of it, anyone have any good ideas on how i can solve this lil problem? blah sorry everyone, i didnt mean to be all self centered and act like im the only one whose have problems, i knose there ar plenty of people out there with worse problems then mine will ever b, and i wish i could help them more then anything, so that was my rant, hopefully my next journal will b funny and you'll all fall off ur chairs laying at my stoopidity, well thanks for readin all this random thoughts, and remember if u get more then six pot belly pigs togather its called pot belly madness
where to go from here, perhaps, no, i dunno. i need something new, something exciting, something that is goin change my being, and right now buddism has offered the only relief from this whole worn out reality, its made me so much clearer and more centered, maybe its just tonight, i need a bowl of rice, and i cant stand livin with my parents anymore i havent even been home that long, they need to get over me an let me live, does anyone out there have a place for me to hide? i need to get to japan, and walk from tokyo to kyoto, if anythings goin clear my head its that right there, somewhere completelly new. and the walk so i have plenty of time to think in solatary about how i can use up the rest of my time wisely, cuz this smoking needs to stop. im so fuckin sick of it, it costs money and i get no one single benefit out of it, anyone have any good ideas on how i can solve this lil problem? blah sorry everyone, i didnt mean to be all self centered and act like im the only one whose have problems, i knose there ar plenty of people out there with worse problems then mine will ever b, and i wish i could help them more then anything, so that was my rant, hopefully my next journal will b funny and you'll all fall off ur chairs laying at my stoopidity, well thanks for readin all this random thoughts, and remember if u get more then six pot belly pigs togather its called pot belly madness
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sally:
i will hide you in my house jaja 
morrigan:
