Why is everything so fucking hard sometimes.
IM SICK OF FUCKING STRUGGLING. im sick of fucking trying. Year after year i struggle at school or college of sumthg. I work my ass off to try to be something im not. Just to get good results i... Read More
Aww I miss hugs too
Things will work themselves out, they always do! Especially when you're a cutie like yourself! You'll be all loved up soon enough and look back and realise that all the hard work you put in was worth it!
See you Saturday!
- I eat regular meals and am healthy and i get sick
(my body regular creating allergies to things. flavouring, flour, yeast, dairy, chocolate.... etc, plus... Read More
Eating disorders of any kind are one of the hardest things to treat, mainly coz you have to re-train you mind! It looks like everyones already beaten me too it, but I hope she get's it sorted, and hope you get it sorted too! I don't know if your problem is a disorder, or a physical problem, but I hope you feel better soon!xx
Hellooooo! I like your new pic! Your old one of you in BIG sun glasses didn't really show you! I didn't recognise you at the meet! Now I do!
As for the weight thing, I went through a bit of a beefcake period where I wanted to build up but I just ended up putting weight on in the wrong places! I went from 11 stone to 13.5 and decided enough was enough and so I'm heading back down to about 12 I reckon.
It's been difficult but all I've done really is cut out snacks. All I have at work now is packed sandwiches but I used to buy cakes and sweets and fizzy drink from day to day!
Ooh and weetabix or bran flakes for breakfast instead of frosties! Plus drinking lots of water!
It's working slowly but surely!
Oh and my biggest mistake is... lets think... probably a one night stand, I thought it would make me happy but it was the most unemotional awkward moment in my life.
Hope you're having a lovely weekend!
Hey, my whole life's been a series of mistakes (bad jobs, bad gf's, bad choices in general), I just see it as part of the learning curve. As one of my heroes Ginger Wildheart once said, "It's worth going through a thousand bad times to experience a good time. If you didn't have to trawl through the shit first, how would you appreciate the diamond?"
ps any friends trying to reach me on my mbile atm, i dont have a charger in wales so I'm not being rude not replying to text, i just wont get them till saturday
so tell me how good the camera is. what made you buy it etc. i need to buy a snap and shoot cam for my guy when he gos to europe as i wont trust him with my slr.
what made you get that one in particular?
I worked in a cinema for about three years as well - it was terrible. I could never eat popcorn again after that place The Prince Charles is a bit of a gamble because they only show oldish films. For 1 a pop I won't complain though
Now I do! 
and somehow in all that i end up happy. lol.
The Prince Charles is a bit of a gamble because they only show oldish films. For 1 a pop I won't complain though
Things will work themselves out, they always do! Especially when you're a cutie like yourself! You'll be all loved up soon enough and look back and realise that all the hard work you put in was worth it!
See you Saturday!