barny

my endless rambling

wake up. eyes open and the unpleasant feeling is already there. The sleep, oh the sleep that helps distract. I'm a morning depressive,

The moment i get up is the worse. When theres no motivation bar the rhythm of life, the should's that i should be achieving.

Sum days it gets steadily better. Till the time when i get stoned and relax. THen i can laugh. I breathe and release. I let it all go.

This is my happy time

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