barbquebutt

god dammit, they changed shit on this site again.

i fear change.

so lately i've been hanging out with my girlfriend from like 2 years ago. she was for the most part my first everything. including first love and first heartbreak. she dumped me in the most harsh way possible, and drove the knife deeper every so often like it was a thrill for her to see me hurt..

but its been two years since we had even spoken, and she's way different now. its really weird. she's nothing like the girl i knew and loved, which isn't neccessarily a bad thing. its just strange. i donnn't really care for her like i used to, but part of me is happy that she's around again. she apologized for everything she did to me, and for the first time since i'd known her, i knew she was completely sincere.

i think i'm hanging out with her again today.....we'll see how that goes.


so how is everyone else?