banshee525

Life is getting so busy nowadays working two jobs,having wonderful days with my girlfriend and getting any sleep I can when I'm not watching a new movie.

I can't say its bad because I'd be lying. I'm just coping with the adaptations some more than others such as my sleep schedule, my change of location and having someone to care about and having them care the same way about you.

I believe the biggest one would have to be my girlfriend. See we haven't said I love you to each other yet because we both wanted to take it slow and say it only when we truly 100% meant what we were saying. Funny thing is I didn't think of the fact that I never fully meant it before to anyone else well not 100% I mean. I know I said it because I thought I loved the person it was always with good intentions never knowingly false. With my girlfriend I know that I do a brief example is I am sitting there completely distracted on a task and she pops in my head. Her smile, those eyes and that wonderful long hair. Then the passion of her personality, her sense of humor and her selflessness come to mind right after. And it hits me "I love this girl."

Stay Beautiful Everyone