takoma:
Nice bike. Sucks that the weather hasn't been better for riding lately.
Thank you to all those that wished my friend well. And thanks for the uplifting words on my behalf as well. Sometimes it feels as though I'll never be able to see beyond the darkness. But I always do.
My friends surgery did not go well. It was supposed to just be a short-stay in and out procedure. She ended up having to go under...
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My friends surgery did not go well. It was supposed to just be a short-stay in and out procedure. She ended up having to go under...
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king_of_skulls:
Those thanks were meant for you as well sweety. Every time you take the time to post, to let me know that you are out there, and that i am a friend in some way, means something, dont think that the thanks did not include you, i consider you a friend.
Kudos to you, your friend is lucky to have a caring soul about to assist in the painful times, you deserve the friend of the year award from her, and it is sad that the world is like it is, and that i must teach my daughter the dark side of life, to protect her from it as best i can.
I hope that none of us sees dark days, and that eventually the world grows tired of wasting wishes and does something to make things better for the new generations. I hope they succeed where we so miserably failed. I have faith that they will.
Much love, and keep peering into the darkness, you are bound to find your way.
Kudos to you, your friend is lucky to have a caring soul about to assist in the painful times, you deserve the friend of the year award from her, and it is sad that the world is like it is, and that i must teach my daughter the dark side of life, to protect her from it as best i can.
I hope that none of us sees dark days, and that eventually the world grows tired of wasting wishes and does something to make things better for the new generations. I hope they succeed where we so miserably failed. I have faith that they will.
Much love, and keep peering into the darkness, you are bound to find your way.
arachnequarius:
that is a sad thought, but the silver lining is that you are a good enough friend to stay with her! its shocking how few people are really there in times of greatest need. i bet that you encouraged the staff about humanity in general.
and yes, there is always a brighter future, although sometimes its hard to see. wishing you much brightness and light. and continued improvement to your friend.
and yes, there is always a brighter future, although sometimes its hard to see. wishing you much brightness and light. and continued improvement to your friend.
The Last Unicorn comes out on DVD March 16, 2004 
Had a couple beers and smokes in Leesburg last night. Went in to talk to Jenni, my tattoo artist. I might have some work done this afternoon if she has time. Gonna call around 3pm to find out.
Then we decided to do a little late night tax assessment. Well good news! We're actually getting...
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Had a couple beers and smokes in Leesburg last night. Went in to talk to Jenni, my tattoo artist. I might have some work done this afternoon if she has time. Gonna call around 3pm to find out.
Then we decided to do a little late night tax assessment. Well good news! We're actually getting...
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arachnequarius:
best of luck to your friend in her surgery! i hope all goes well.
and as for your relationship determination - go you. massages make everything better. and yes, if you decide to make it work, nothing can stop you. wishing you both the most happiness.
oh, the last unicorn - i loved it, but it scared me when i first saw it. i must see it again. perhaps the refund can be invested in the fabulous dvd.
and as for your relationship determination - go you. massages make everything better. and yes, if you decide to make it work, nothing can stop you. wishing you both the most happiness.
oh, the last unicorn - i loved it, but it scared me when i first saw it. i must see it again. perhaps the refund can be invested in the fabulous dvd.
theevilone:
VAGINA SURGERY!!! yeehaaaooowwww
ps, dont make it work, just work it, hehe
ps, dont make it work, just work it, hehe
It is cold out this morning. Gertie did not want to stay out and play long, much to the squirrels delight.
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I am heavily censoring myself in this little box. I don't type what I really want to. I don't want to be judged by anyone. I hate that I do this. I need an outlet. I get so angry and feel so violent...
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I am heavily censoring myself in this little box. I don't type what I really want to. I don't want to be judged by anyone. I hate that I do this. I need an outlet. I get so angry and feel so violent...
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da_last_prince:
Sometimes its best to just let it all hang out Banshee, that way you can make room for the good once the bads flushed down the toilet (pardon the metaphor).lol
papawheelie:
i fucking LOVE those beemers! i keep thinking maybe Ill sell a /5 and get one
The first time is the most difficult.
It's so much easier each time after.
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Ok there seems to be some confusion...all my fault. I am not splitting up with my husband. It is another relationship that is ending, a friendship. An unhealthy friendship. I seem to suck at this online journal thing
But that's ok because it's Friday night and there's a pint at...
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It's so much easier each time after.
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Ok there seems to be some confusion...all my fault. I am not splitting up with my husband. It is another relationship that is ending, a friendship. An unhealthy friendship. I seem to suck at this online journal thing
But that's ok because it's Friday night and there's a pint at...
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theevilone:
I am lost... the first time of doing what? anything? that can not be true for all things... but it is true for some things for sure....
arachnequarius:
well, that is better (if that word can be applicable), but still of course deserving of nuturing and care. hopefully this night of fun will totally refocus yr mind on all things light and breezy. cool guitar, btw. so you like to play, eh? much admirage for all persons musical!
The circus is in town.
king_of_skulls:
lol, i wondered where they went, its all good tho, finally get my bed back. Smells like cotton candy in here.
Luva Luva Luva
Luva Luva Luva
arachnequarius:
first of all, much love and support to you as you work through the decision to reclaim your independence. and i say it that because with every loss in an opportunity, and with this move you are taking the opportunity to be who you truly are and become who you want to become on yr own terms. that is the hardest thing to do, but in a way it is most loveing to both of you. it sounds like you deserve much more than you are currently accepting. my spidey sense tells me that you are moving into a brighter and better horizon. *hugs*
also, YAY music. and the circus? if you bring them all down here i'll show you my contortionist moves.
also, YAY music. and the circus? if you bring them all down here i'll show you my contortionist moves.
Supreme naughtiness today with the american express card. This is what happens when you're bored at work and wind up at tower records on your lunch break. Purchases include but are not limited to (too embarrased to post entire spree):
Underworld - wasn't going to buy this one but I'm a sucker for Vampire movies (get it-sucker-yuk! yuk!)
Alice In Wonderland (Disney) - For those...
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Underworld - wasn't going to buy this one but I'm a sucker for Vampire movies (get it-sucker-yuk! yuk!)
Alice In Wonderland (Disney) - For those...
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king_of_skulls:
Ha, I wish I could have, sorry to disappoint ya doll, it will never happen again.
Great shopping spree, at least I will be entertained when I drop by unannounced
As far as the decision goes sweetie, if this is what you feel is the right thing to do, then it must be done. I hate that you feel the way you do, but you cant just drift thru life making others happy all the time. Do what is best for you and happiness will no longer be a hopeless quest, it will be inside you till the day you pass.
Remember, he's a guy, and therefore there may not be emotion on the face, but you never know whets going on in the heart. I am sure that it will be emotional for him as well, just hang in there, and dont let it bother you.
I just hope I dont have to ride the killer 900 down for a rib kicking event.
Much love,
Great shopping spree, at least I will be entertained when I drop by unannounced
As far as the decision goes sweetie, if this is what you feel is the right thing to do, then it must be done. I hate that you feel the way you do, but you cant just drift thru life making others happy all the time. Do what is best for you and happiness will no longer be a hopeless quest, it will be inside you till the day you pass.
Remember, he's a guy, and therefore there may not be emotion on the face, but you never know whets going on in the heart. I am sure that it will be emotional for him as well, just hang in there, and dont let it bother you.
I just hope I dont have to ride the killer 900 down for a rib kicking event.
Much love,
Bob Barker can be one crotchety SOB.
No work again today...awww shucks
I am happy to be spending more time here recently meeting and talking with you interesting and kind people. I'm growing distant to my beloved toolarmy family. Many of us old school members are spending less time there. I will always keep in contact with the NC crew and travel down there for...
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No work again today...awww shucks
I am happy to be spending more time here recently meeting and talking with you interesting and kind people. I'm growing distant to my beloved toolarmy family. Many of us old school members are spending less time there. I will always keep in contact with the NC crew and travel down there for...
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buddha:
ok, so i lied.... mediochre sex
buddha:
ha!
No work today Six inches of snow and the city shuts down. Gertie and I are going to play in the white stuff later. She loves snow!
I added a couple pics of myself, now you don't have to picture me in my helmet. One of them is quite liberating. I hope I don't become chicken and delete it.
Six inches of snow and the city shuts down. Gertie and I are going to play in the white stuff later. She loves snow!
I added a couple pics of myself, now you don't have to picture me in my helmet. One of them is quite liberating. I hope I don't become chicken and delete it.
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king_of_skulls:
Nice pics sweety, hope you guys had fun in the snow. Its headed our way, i will probably take the crash bike out for some winter time parking lot fun.
Glad to hear that you are feeling better, much love to you and yours.
Glad to hear that you are feeling better, much love to you and yours.
crasscary:
I guess you did chicken out and delete the 'liberating' pic, because I only see one new one.
Alas, I guess I missed it.
I like the one that's there though; what'd you do to it?
Alas, I guess I missed it.
I like the one that's there though; what'd you do to it?
Thank you KoS and crasscary. Your words make me feel better about my situation. I do learn (usually), I just wish the lessons weren't all so difficult.
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We went out to Annapolis today to see greg and gemma's new baby. What a little cutie pie. They got a babysitter so we went downtown to a pub and had brunch. Then they showed us around...
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We went out to Annapolis today to see greg and gemma's new baby. What a little cutie pie. They got a babysitter so we went downtown to a pub and had brunch. Then they showed us around...
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theevilone:
Well, I know how you feel... I just moved from Florida to Oregon. Florida was frickin hot, and Oregon has proven to be pretty god damn disaml so far... I am contemplating a move over towards the high desert area of bend Oregon, they get more snow there, but not as much rain... and that is fine with me... this would mean that I would be moving out of my girlfriend's house, but at the moment this does not seem to be too much of a problem, hehe... One thing is for sure, I will not be moving to a city with traffic jams, which seems to be a curse for the IT guy, but.. hey that whole lifesytle does not appeal to me at all... good luck to you.