bankyedwards

It's kinda official. I'm having Christmas in July this year. Since I can't afford to have it at the regularly schedualled time, I'm gonna push it back....

In other news, life's really sucked, as you all know. I'm gonna make it better. For the past few years, I've resolved to do what no one believes that I can do. I will prove people wrong. I know that I can, therefor I will. I may be depressed now, but I'll do my best to fix that. With or without the help of others... Hell, against the odds with people just depressing me more if I have to. I'm going to beat the odds, I'm going to make things better.

I think I'm gonna go to a show tonight... I haven't worked out the details yet, but I could really use the moshing and thrashing and pain that comes along with. I could really use that energy that I get from going to a show. I want to just jump into the biggest, baddest pit that I can find... Then stay on my feet. If I can do that, I can do anything. Fuck anyone who says otherwise.