This past week has been like a whole bunch of sunday's/monday's strung together...
There have been some good times, but overall, it's all been kinda crappy. I've recently found that a few people I wasn't aware I could depend on are dependable as friends though, so that's nice.
Last night was a lot of fun, good buzz, good movies, good fun. The sleeping was uncomfortable, but that's okay.
I think I'm going to be withdrawing from people over the next couple months though... Kinda sick of feeling like I'm not wanted, even if it is my own paranoia doing most of the work. So yeah, I'm not sure how present I'm gonna be in everyone's lives or in the world in general coming up here. Granted, I've become a social, semi-co-dependent creature, my will-power is slightly greater than that.
Lets just hope I get a job soon... Drew is really not enjoying being super-poor, and would like to give at least small presents at christmas time. [sigh]
peace.
There have been some good times, but overall, it's all been kinda crappy. I've recently found that a few people I wasn't aware I could depend on are dependable as friends though, so that's nice.
Last night was a lot of fun, good buzz, good movies, good fun. The sleeping was uncomfortable, but that's okay.
I think I'm going to be withdrawing from people over the next couple months though... Kinda sick of feeling like I'm not wanted, even if it is my own paranoia doing most of the work. So yeah, I'm not sure how present I'm gonna be in everyone's lives or in the world in general coming up here. Granted, I've become a social, semi-co-dependent creature, my will-power is slightly greater than that.
Lets just hope I get a job soon... Drew is really not enjoying being super-poor, and would like to give at least small presents at christmas time. [sigh]
peace.
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