bankyedwards

The end of the day brings depression. It also brings blogging. Perhaps this is why I'm always depressed with my blogs? *shrug* The world may never know...

So. I'm a pussy. I couldn't do it..

..I couldn't bring myself to break things off. I did tell her that I needed more if we were going to be together, but I didn't end things. I dunno. I know a little more about what's been going on and why she's so busy.

I suppose for now I'm just going to accept it, move on,...
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Alright, so here's whats up....

For the past several months I've been "engaged". Lately, I haven't seen nor heard from her all that often. I can't deal with it. I really really care about her, and things are definitely different with her than anyother girl. I could actually see myself getting old with her, whereas previous girls always had this uncertainty to them or I...
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So its very unfair when I have a television series on DVD.

I watch one episode, then I just wanna watch another... and another, and so on.. Then I don't get enough sleep. Erg. Why is it that I am so drawn in by shows like Samurai Jack or Six Feet Under? I blame you for this, Lindsay.

...on another note. DVD cords being too...
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Well... here I am, reactivated. Life has been really funky over the past few months. New job, new place, new friends. I think I'll try this thing out again....

...see what the newer me finds in it.

I'm sad that my favorite SuicideGirls disappeared....

...Oh! And I just found out that a friend of mine has become a SuicideGirl. I think that rocks.

I'm so bleeding tired. It seems like I'm getting more hours at my jobs than I am. I don't know when my next day off will be so either I get to kill myself on lack of sleep and working or I sacrifice my social life completely.

I worked a 9 hour day today, and I work another one tomorrow. It seems like there are...
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I'm either going to catch my death of cancer from smoking....

....or my death of cold from smoking outside.

FUCK! It's cold...

So much for that idea.... I didn't really accomplish completely what I had hoped for this weekend. C'est le vie, I suppose. (probably butched the french there, but meh..)

I had more happy times than I have had lately though, so that was good. Work at the second job starts this week, and hopefully I'll have some sort of paycheck on friday... I'm pretty sure...
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Yay for disappearing long enough to warrent a search party and/or missing persons report!



Edit: I'm getting really sick of being pissed off with no outlet for it. Perhaps I will take up kickboxing.

It's kinda official. I'm having Christmas in July this year. Since I can't afford to have it at the regularly schedualled time, I'm gonna push it back....

In other news, life's really sucked, as you all know. I'm gonna make it better. For the past few years, I've resolved to do what no one believes that I can do. I will prove people wrong. I...
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My sacred nipple hurts for no reason what-so-ever.