bankky

Grandma seems to be O.K. for now, but its gonna be one of those things where it drags out,tryinn to keep her alive when she doesnt really care and doesnt have the will to stick around.I dont want to get old.I cant imagine that feeling of giving up on living.how do you let yourself go,so bad,that there comes that point where theres no turning back,that you are so unhealthy that its just a race against the clock as to your time of expiration? Lots of mixed emotions that i do not want to deal with today.Ill worry tomorrow.Thanx for all the love people, I really do appreciate all the positvity.