I am feeling so torn right now. I am now starting to get myself together. But now I am starting to feel maybe my decision about adoption may not be what i want. I want to raise my baby boy. But I know it would be too tough being a single mother with the father not even close in the picture. I just do not...
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v8dreaming:
miss lady, i'm not even going to pretend i know what you're going through. i do know, either way, it's not going to be easy. i know you don't talk much and neither do i, but if you ever want to, i'm all ears. err i mean eyes. fuck, you know what i mean. haha
oryon:
gotta love racist Kermit
well I finally know what I am having....its a boy!!!
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hypermediocrity:
why did i not know you were pregnant?!
banbury:
ya I am 19 weeks now...
My emotions just seem to be getting to me now. I just keep looking around and seeing all my friends moving on with their lives. So many friends and exes are getting married and making a life for themselves. But I feel like I am just stuck in slow motion and not going anywhere. I just feel quite alone
v8dreaming:
hey, i know that feeling! yep, it sucks.
Man have I been busy lately. One day after another at Spring Forth. But at least in the process of living from nite to nite I met someone who I connect with and am truly happy.
ultimatelewser:
Hey! It was great meeting you at Vanuslux's party. 
banbury:
Im almost 15 weeks along now.
My god I need to stop going into hiding and such...Maybe sleep would be good too
hypermediocrity:
sleep is one of my favourite pastimes. 
Man I feel like I have hiding or something...I havent been around for awhile...
sniggitysnags:
*looks around* 
banbury:
ya i peeked back about
I finally got a chance to add more photos to my shoot I did on Dec 17 Dusk Till Dawn
hypermediocrity:
come out tonight!
I went on my first pro shoot the other day...here is the link to the shots I have gotten back so far
First Pro Shots
First Pro Shots
Ya its my birthday...I'm a measly 23...whoo hoo!!!
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direchocobo:
Well happy birthday.
banbury:
thank you, thank you...I shall see you sunday hyper...looking forward to meeting you
Ya its my birthday...I'm a measly 23...whoo hoo!!!