banbury

Wow it's been 7 months since I posted anything. But I need to vent!

Jareth has been having issues with school as of late. He says he's scared. Mostly because he has new teachers and new people. So I understand he is scared. So I have to take him to school in the morning. Well unfortunately this cuts into my time in class. Which makes me tardy. So I have been getting shit left and right because of it. My son's safety and comfort comes way before any other thing in my life. If I have to be late so he feels safe and comfortable then so be it. I am busting my ass to be a perfect everything but it never seems to be enough it seems. I just don't know what to do or feel. Still considering moving to Seattle next October. I need a change of scenery and of life and everything. I need to get distance from my family too. It would be nice to be out somewhere new making a fresh start of things. But kinda scared too. It just seems there really isn't a whole lot left for me here so why stay. Everyone is gone or is leaving. So now I think its my turn. Alright I think that is the end of my rant.