banbury

I think I had the most depressing and disappointing doctor's visits. I am 36w4d and was hoping that I was a little dilated. Nope not a bit. My cervix is a little softened. Then I am supposed to start my visits weekly starting next week. Nope that isnt going to happen either. The doctor is double and triple booked. Also I have to go to the office that is 30 min away during rush hour. When the midwife said I will probably be overdue I almost cried. I am just beyond uncomfortable now. I cant lie down because I have the worst menstrual like cramps and my back hurts. I dont have a SO to help ease my aches and pains. I am just gonna go curl up in the covers again and not move for the next 24+ days....