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Man I feel like such the bad guy here. I finally had to make a decision that is gonna be best for myself and Jareth. Now why do I feel like shit? I just feel more alone then I did before. This whole single mom thing is rougher then I thought it was gonna be. Dont get me wrong I love my son to death...
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notoriouscat:
i don't think being alone is what you deserve, but it may be what you need.
you have huge changes going on in your life, you need to adjust to them on your own before you can figure out how someone else can fit in with them. (it sounds cliche, but is so true.)
take care honey, and feel free to hit me up if you need to talk. (i've been pretty antiscoial lately, but i am around.) kiss
v8dreaming:
dude!!! no no no!!!! during times of oddness and change you need your friends/family, those closest to you to be there and help you through it. to help you not go bonkers.
as much as you try to push them away, you know you need them there.
pushing those people away will only hurt in the long run.
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Jareth Austin Risk
January 16 2007
5:13PM
8lbs11oz
21 inches


Ya I was quite lucky. I went into my OB on Monday since I was a day late. They did an ultrasound and determined that my fluid was on the high side. So they decided to induce me that nite. I went into labor and delivery at 9:45 PM on Jan 15. They started me...
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kr1ssyk1tty:
lucky you! Maddy tends to sleep good all day and then fuss more at night which doesn't bother me too much cuz i am not working but if we dont have it strightened out in a month i am gonna have problems. How many hours does he sleep at a time??? Maddy was sleeping like 5 hours at a time then the doctor told me to wake her up every 2 to feed her and that has been an ordeal. Are you breastfeeding?
oryon:
you're not the bad guy. you ust dont have time and i understand that. doesnt make it less sad or hard for either of us
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Well here is my update. They did an ultrasound today since i am overdue. Well my amniotic fluid is in on the high side. So they are gonna pop in Cervadil tonite after 6 and then after 12 hours they are gonna pop it out and give me some pitocin. So hopefully by tomorrow night there will be a baby update.
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v8dreaming:
i seen pictures!!!!
glad to see you're doing ok miss lady.
disappointed a little that it's not a zombie alien though. ARRR!!!
jem:
hey lady i hope you don't mind i posted pictures from today. if you do tell me and i'll take 'em down.
kiss
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Well I got sent to L&D today...was checked and monitored...was at 2cm, 60-70% effaced and -2 station and all my mucus was oozing out...well they sent me home and am getting induced on Monday sometime...they said I am thinned out enough and dilated enough to be able to break my water...the only reason they didnt today was because I had bronchitis/pneumonia for the last 2...
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jem:
Hey lady I hope you're doing okay. sorry that you had such a bad night. I can honestly relate to not seeing anyway for so long and then just hating everyone.

I need to see that baby! Give me a call anytime even though we don't know each other that well yet. seriously. kiss
oryon:
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Well i went to the doctor today for my 39 week check. I am now 39w4d. So she checked me and I was still at 1. But she stripped my membranes. So hopefully that might start something agoing. But if I dont go by my due date on Sunday they are gonna schedule an induction on Mon. So this time next week i should be...
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lostjohny:
milfs rule. i warn you, you will NEVER want ice chips again after this experience. biggrin
jem:
Damn lady have that baby already. Is our gay boy going to be with ya at the hospital? I mean what I'm saying is I can take him if you want a crowd of us crazies at the hospital with you. smile
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But I just need to vent a bit. Does it bother anyone else when you hear that someone's doctor is inducing them because they are "uncomfortable". Im on some pregnancy groups on Myspace. And this one girl made me scream at my screen because she told her doctor she is just uncomfy so they induced her today. I know it really isnt her fault its...
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murderthisghost:
there are natural ways to help hurry along the process....i being a male do not know them off the top of my head....but look into it.....all i remember from when my friend tried is that one of them is having sex but beyond that i dont know....maybe i was a little help at least i hope so
oryon:
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Well I am absolutely in nesting mode the last 2 days...I put all the baby stuff together...All I need is a baby...

On a good note my cough has started to finally go away. So I sound more like a human being instead of no voice at all.

6 MORE DAYS BITCHES!!!
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oryon:
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kr1ssyk1tty:
i feel the same way, are you working? i think i am not going back at this point. i was suposed to this week but i think i offically give up!
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so i got news...no i didnt have the baby...no on top of being almost 39 weeks along...I have pneumonia now...so this is gonna be a pretty rough delivery i think
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kr1ssyk1tty:
You poor thing!!! i can't imagine how you must feel, all i have done is bitch all day about how bad i feel and i am not even sick. Hope you get better soon, any idea when you will deliver? maybe you can recover alittle first.
quirky:
Seriously, with all the extra weeks this kid may very well have, he's gonna grow to be bigger than I!

Shit, now I feel obligated to mail you a baby present.
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Well the boy has really stepped up on how he treats me. I am quite glad. For a little while there I was kinda reluctant about where we are going. But now I feel a lot more secure and optimistic. Though I kinda got a stalker in the whole process.

But yay for being sick again. I think the boy and I are passing our...
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lostjohny:
sorry about the sickness. and yes, i will teach the boy some of what i know. pressure points are very tricky.
notoriouscat:
yea for the boy improving his treatment of you. biggrin
yuk for sick. frown
have a ton of fun at the party tonight and keep those nerds in check. wink
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I am having one of the worst holidays. I am so uncomfortable because I am so close to my due date. My back hurts, my stomach hurts and I am so exhausted. I keep having untimeable contractions.

Then my boyfriend is out of town. He didnt pay his cell bill this week so it is cut off. Well he hasnt called or anything from a...
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hypermediocrity:
aww.
i would if i was driving. id bring you some food, hot chocolate and a blankie. my boy is busy too. it sucks.
oryon:
i called today AND going to breakfast hopefully

jeez, you make me out to be such an awesome person
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I think I had the most depressing and disappointing doctor's visits. I am 36w4d and was hoping that I was a little dilated. Nope not a bit. My cervix is a little softened. Then I am supposed to start my visits weekly starting next week. Nope that isnt going to happen either. The doctor is double and triple booked. Also I have to go to...
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psyko514:
So I dropped by your blog to comment on the fact that your friend's godfather is Ric Flair (which I read in the BBA group). And in the span of a minute, I went from not knowing you to find about that your cervix is softened! Interesting world we live in!

Hope everything goes well!
psyko514:
Wow! That's crazy.

Happy belated birthday smile