It's amazing how things can start to fall apart in less than 10 minutes.
I got home from class tonight and ate dinner that my dad cooked with he and my mom. While cleaning up after dinner I got a phone call from my bf while he was at work and he rarely ever calls while he's at work unless it's an emergency. . . tonight is an emergency.
He just recently got his son's monthly social security checks turned over to his son. His son is supposed to recieve the $700 checks once a month in leu of his mother's income since she passed away. Well ever since she passed away the checks have been going to my bf's bastard mother fucking shit eater father (Damien's grandfather) because Shane left everything to him to take care of when she passed away because he wasn't in the right state of mind to even sign a credit card reciept. So since then the checks have been deposited into an account with his father's name on it and Damien hasn't seen a dime of it. (a dime of the $18,200 that has been rightfully his for over 2 years now) Well in this time Shane's dad took the opportunity to have the deed and the mortgage to the house (that Damien's mother bought) put in his own name.
Well Shane's dad found out that he wasn't going to recieve Damien's checks anymore so today he showed up with his crack-addict wife at Shane's work and she handed him papers and said "Consider yourself served asshole. And we're taking Damien with us." (they plan on moving to South Carolina as soon as possible which the rest of the family can't wait for because Shane's dad and his wife have done nothing but ruin the lives of their entire family since they got married) Shane now (according to these papers) has 30 days to move out of the house that his son's mother bought and his father is suing him for custody of his son.
If anything ever happens to Damien, Shane will get a gun and shoot either his father or himself in the head. No lying, joking, or games. If this happens someone will get a bullet to the brain. I honestly fear for his father's sorry ass life.
My dilemma (not that anything is much worse than that). I have been considering leaving him for some time now and I don't know what to do. I want to be there for him through all of this but I just don't think that I want to be with him any more. However I sure as hell can't leave him now in the middle of all of this. I do love him but not the same way that I used to. But most importantly I love Damien and there is nobody in heaven or on earth that will stop me from seeing him. Shane's dad can try but I love that boy like he's my own son. That's part of the reason that I haven't left Shane yet, I don't know how to tell him that I'd rahter just be friends with him but "Hey, mind if I still come see your kid?"
What do I do?
I got home from class tonight and ate dinner that my dad cooked with he and my mom. While cleaning up after dinner I got a phone call from my bf while he was at work and he rarely ever calls while he's at work unless it's an emergency. . . tonight is an emergency.
He just recently got his son's monthly social security checks turned over to his son. His son is supposed to recieve the $700 checks once a month in leu of his mother's income since she passed away. Well ever since she passed away the checks have been going to my bf's bastard mother fucking shit eater father (Damien's grandfather) because Shane left everything to him to take care of when she passed away because he wasn't in the right state of mind to even sign a credit card reciept. So since then the checks have been deposited into an account with his father's name on it and Damien hasn't seen a dime of it. (a dime of the $18,200 that has been rightfully his for over 2 years now) Well in this time Shane's dad took the opportunity to have the deed and the mortgage to the house (that Damien's mother bought) put in his own name.
Well Shane's dad found out that he wasn't going to recieve Damien's checks anymore so today he showed up with his crack-addict wife at Shane's work and she handed him papers and said "Consider yourself served asshole. And we're taking Damien with us." (they plan on moving to South Carolina as soon as possible which the rest of the family can't wait for because Shane's dad and his wife have done nothing but ruin the lives of their entire family since they got married) Shane now (according to these papers) has 30 days to move out of the house that his son's mother bought and his father is suing him for custody of his son.
If anything ever happens to Damien, Shane will get a gun and shoot either his father or himself in the head. No lying, joking, or games. If this happens someone will get a bullet to the brain. I honestly fear for his father's sorry ass life.
My dilemma (not that anything is much worse than that). I have been considering leaving him for some time now and I don't know what to do. I want to be there for him through all of this but I just don't think that I want to be with him any more. However I sure as hell can't leave him now in the middle of all of this. I do love him but not the same way that I used to. But most importantly I love Damien and there is nobody in heaven or on earth that will stop me from seeing him. Shane's dad can try but I love that boy like he's my own son. That's part of the reason that I haven't left Shane yet, I don't know how to tell him that I'd rahter just be friends with him but "Hey, mind if I still come see your kid?"
What do I do?
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bambie_____:
ok pookie, thats it we're getting married and running away to Scottland...i know you love it there, and right now it seems alot nicer than here...no more boys they just suck! although its nice to have play things they tend to hurt you when they become more than just that...your my bestest bestest friend and i hate that your hurting....you were there for me and i want to be here for you! its my turn...so lets run away to Scottland, do you think they'll allow a lesbian marriage 
? i love you baby and i hope things work out....shane wasnt a bad guy but yea things changed just like with me and nathan, only i wont go there too much with that because nathan wa a big dick 
, but thats ok hes gone and for now its just you and me, just like the good ol' days! wait those days were scary.... 
o well. hope things get lots better, just remember i wuv 
you and your my bestest buddy!! no go listen to our song and smile!!
? i love you baby and i hope things work out....shane wasnt a bad guy but yea things changed just like with me and nathan, only i wont go there too much with that because nathan wa a big dick , but thats ok hes gone and for now its just you and me, just like the good ol' days! wait those days were scary.... o well. hope things get lots better, just remember i wuv you and your my bestest buddy!! no go listen to our song and smile!! 
xjaykumarx:
Sup! I just joined babe. what is going on with you..