bambee

I'm thinking about moving out of the country. Don't even know where or how does one do so
I'm feeling more and more detached from everything every day.
Can't stand my job, working on weekends and on the night shift, the people there, everything. My girlfriend left me some months ago and started dating a girl on the same team we were, making my derby life a living hell, lots of team mates acted like real bitches 'taking sides', making me feel even more uncomfortable and leaving me no option but to leave Lots of other drama with another league in a bout (and a month after, still) just made me sick of this culture in general. I've lost touch with whom I thought were my best friends, who didn't even bother calling or visiting after telling them I was in a really dark place (emphasis on REALLY). Never been too attached to my family. I want to become a vegan but I live in fucking Meat Country, where every fucking cookie has dead animals' fat, or milk, or eggs or arrrrgghhghghh. NOTHING you buy here has a 'vegan' or 'vegetarian' tag, and the leaping bunny doesn't even exist.
And don't even get me started on my 'pretty (lesbian) girls leave in other countries' theory hahahahah

So there. Nothing's keeping me here. I don't know if it's just about the fantasy of a fresh start or what, but yeah, I've never been out of the country, not even on vacation... it's gonna happen sometime.


If anyone reading this knows of a vegan-friendly-full-o-lesbians country PLEASE LET ME KNOW IMMEDIATLY!




PD: I've just realized that I was gonna blog something completly different and got carried away complaining bahahahh yay!