Well its 3am.
I haven't been here for a while, so much work, my essay on animal cognition is very very hard and upsetting, it makes me hate psychologists that bit more.
I've been filled with nothing but despair and bitterness (bar some mild euphoric moments) for about a month now, going home I realise that I really did only go to uni to escape reality for a while and now its almost over I have to face the fact that I amy be stuck in that vile litle town for far longer than I can stand. Things didn't get much better when I looked at the National Graduate Prospects website and found the total % of Zoology graduates that actually get jobs in zoology... its 4.3%... 9.7% of us can't get jobs within 6 months either (7% is the national average). Almost makes me wish I'd done a worthless subject (like sociology).
I really want to replace my profile pic.
I had a dream for the first time in ages a few nights ago, strangely I dremt that I was one of the characters from my RPG and basically dremt his whole backstory of how he accidentaly kills his girlfriend and becomes totally despairant and nihilistic as a result.
I've been to a lot of gigs of late so I ahven't been able to keep my site properly up to date (Infernal Damnation isn't up yet nor are gibs Inferno Pics) but if you are curious to how Inferno was... or even Emperor then its all here
Maybe I'm just not getting enough Endorphines... maybe I've listened to too much Vinterriket and Shining of late but I just can't seem to feel happy right now... ah well at least it was insentive enough to finally buy Illusions Play by Shape of Despair and the re-issue of Ethere by Skepticism (with the 12min version of The March and the Stream). Irrespective I don't know why I;m this down but I am. as they say There's Beauty in the Purity of Sadness.
On the bright side the best tour I've ever seen is coming exclusively to the UK in september: Enslaved + Zyklon + 1349 + Keep of Kalessin. I shall probably see them in London and Sheffield, its too good to only see once.
I'll reply to comments/posts tomorrow, I feel a tad too wretched for posting to be agood idea now.
Currently I'm listening to:
Vinterriket/Northaunt: Split II
Shining: IV: The Eerie Cold
Arcturus: Sideshow Symphonies
Manes: Ende
Keep of Kalessin: Armada
A random Peaceville sampler I got at Katatonia, Particuarly new songs from Madder Mortem, The Provedence and Gallhammer (a 3 peice Japanese all female Black/Sludge band... evil as fuck I might add.)
I haven't been here for a while, so much work, my essay on animal cognition is very very hard and upsetting, it makes me hate psychologists that bit more.
I've been filled with nothing but despair and bitterness (bar some mild euphoric moments) for about a month now, going home I realise that I really did only go to uni to escape reality for a while and now its almost over I have to face the fact that I amy be stuck in that vile litle town for far longer than I can stand. Things didn't get much better when I looked at the National Graduate Prospects website and found the total % of Zoology graduates that actually get jobs in zoology... its 4.3%... 9.7% of us can't get jobs within 6 months either (7% is the national average). Almost makes me wish I'd done a worthless subject (like sociology).
I really want to replace my profile pic.
I had a dream for the first time in ages a few nights ago, strangely I dremt that I was one of the characters from my RPG and basically dremt his whole backstory of how he accidentaly kills his girlfriend and becomes totally despairant and nihilistic as a result.
I've been to a lot of gigs of late so I ahven't been able to keep my site properly up to date (Infernal Damnation isn't up yet nor are gibs Inferno Pics) but if you are curious to how Inferno was... or even Emperor then its all here
Maybe I'm just not getting enough Endorphines... maybe I've listened to too much Vinterriket and Shining of late but I just can't seem to feel happy right now... ah well at least it was insentive enough to finally buy Illusions Play by Shape of Despair and the re-issue of Ethere by Skepticism (with the 12min version of The March and the Stream). Irrespective I don't know why I;m this down but I am. as they say There's Beauty in the Purity of Sadness.
On the bright side the best tour I've ever seen is coming exclusively to the UK in september: Enslaved + Zyklon + 1349 + Keep of Kalessin. I shall probably see them in London and Sheffield, its too good to only see once.
I'll reply to comments/posts tomorrow, I feel a tad too wretched for posting to be agood idea now.
Currently I'm listening to:
Vinterriket/Northaunt: Split II
Shining: IV: The Eerie Cold
Arcturus: Sideshow Symphonies
Manes: Ende
Keep of Kalessin: Armada
A random Peaceville sampler I got at Katatonia, Particuarly new songs from Madder Mortem, The Provedence and Gallhammer (a 3 peice Japanese all female Black/Sludge band... evil as fuck I might add.)
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bredoteau:
Oh, and you just got Illusions's Play? Prepare. I'm listening to it right now. I think I've been listening to it for months now.
octoberseven:
Yeah, actually had just ordered a Vinterriket CD from Flood the Earth a couple of months ago.