HOKAY! SO basically i have been off the booze for one week as of today. This has been possibly the shittiest week of my life. So sick, hot and cold flashes(i heard you only get that shit when you're pregnant or got the flu), The shakes, the nasty dreams, the ongoing light headedness, leg, back and abdominal pains, oh and the headaches. Everyone seems to be pretty supportive, except for a couple of my old drinkin buddies, who are still proud of me but are kinda bummed that they lost a drinkin buddy. I proved that i can still be fun at a party though without drinking, and its way more fun to watch people be super hammered anyway. Something hit me when my oldest brother was hammertowned and his face was making all those john chretien motions. I thought about it and we act pretty much the same when we're drunk, and all i could think about was, "Is that really what i look like?" So that with the fact that withdraw sucks balls, i dont see why anyone would want to start drinking again after that shit. Anyway, Now my throat is super fucked, possibly from smoking too much to cope with everything, but ima head to the doctors and get that shit checked out. I move to vancouver tomorrow so i gotta have all my shit packed up and ready to go by tonight at 7 when i gotta work my last shift at work. Shitty thing is that i gotta work till 2:30am and then i gotta get up at 9. BALLS! Anyway, thats all i can write right now. Probably rambling now.
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