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bakeryman

Rochester, NY

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Monday Apr 03, 2006

Apr 3, 2006
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Ok its been awhile sence my last update.

Well I spent this past weekend doing the same as I do most weekends ALONE. I am so tired of spending all my time alone. I know I will never be anybodys snack pack and thats ok. What I miss the most (and crave the most) is to have that someone special next to me. Companionship to me is much more important than a physical relationship. To know they are close by is a comfort that casual sex can't replace. Don't get me wrong I would enjoy a night of pure animalistic passion. But thats not what i'm all about. I'm in it for the long haul. I know I have not had a good nights sleep over the past 12 years or so sence not having a constant relationship. It has been in the last year that I decided to live my life rather than just exist. I've probably had more nights out in the last year than at least the last 5 or more years combined. And much of that is because of SG and the great people I have met here. But nights out don't make up for a close relationship. I find many people I am intrested in, but none that I know of (if yo9u are hit me over the head and let me know) that has an intrest in me other than friendship. I know my age is part of the problem, but I act and feel (most of the time) much younger than I am. I wish I had a job I could just get away more on the weekends. (dam putting this down in words is much harder than I would like)

Enough of that for now.

In other news I have sold about 15 cookbooks and hope to sell many more. I just sent out 359 postcards marketing it. We shall see how people react to it. *crosses fingers* I have had a few requests so far and have receied 2 orders so far from here. So far I have collected $1445.00 which is 36% of my $4000.00 goal. I have until the 15th of May to raise the rest or it comes out of my pocket. *crosses fingers and toes this time in hopes to get to goal by then* I'm going to try and sit out in front of Wal-Mart or some other store in hopes of collecting donations. Its the only thing I can think of at this time to raise enough in such a short time. I'm starting to get a little nervous because I don't have that kind of money. If anyone needs information on donating and the cookbook check back a couple journal entrys.

Well thats enough rambling for now.

Hope very one has a great week.

Laters
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xcdat:
Thanks again for giving Starlet_LK a ride. You're a good friend.
Apr 9, 2006
allycat_13:
^^^^^ Yeah thank you! I was about to take Amanda home so it didn't matter, but thanks anyhow. smile
Your cake kicked ass! Oh my god it was so yummy! love
Will you marry me and fatten me up? he he
Apr 10, 2006

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