Ok its been awhile sence my last update.
Well I spent this past weekend doing the same as I do most weekends ALONE. I am so tired of spending all my time alone. I know I will never be anybodys snack pack and thats ok. What I miss the most (and crave the most) is to have that someone special next to me. Companionship to me is much more important than a physical relationship. To know they are close by is a comfort that casual sex can't replace. Don't get me wrong I would enjoy a night of pure animalistic passion. But thats not what i'm all about. I'm in it for the long haul. I know I have not had a good nights sleep over the past 12 years or so sence not having a constant relationship. It has been in the last year that I decided to live my life rather than just exist. I've probably had more nights out in the last year than at least the last 5 or more years combined. And much of that is because of SG and the great people I have met here. But nights out don't make up for a close relationship. I find many people I am intrested in, but none that I know of (if yo9u are hit me over the head and let me know) that has an intrest in me other than friendship. I know my age is part of the problem, but I act and feel (most of the time) much younger than I am. I wish I had a job I could just get away more on the weekends. (dam putting this down in words is much harder than I would like)
Enough of that for now.
In other news I have sold about 15 cookbooks and hope to sell many more. I just sent out 359 postcards marketing it. We shall see how people react to it. *crosses fingers* I have had a few requests so far and have receied 2 orders so far from here. So far I have collected $1445.00 which is 36% of my $4000.00 goal. I have until the 15th of May to raise the rest or it comes out of my pocket. *crosses fingers and toes this time in hopes to get to goal by then* I'm going to try and sit out in front of Wal-Mart or some other store in hopes of collecting donations. Its the only thing I can think of at this time to raise enough in such a short time. I'm starting to get a little nervous because I don't have that kind of money. If anyone needs information on donating and the cookbook check back a couple journal entrys.
Well thats enough rambling for now.
Hope very one has a great week.
Laters
Well I spent this past weekend doing the same as I do most weekends ALONE. I am so tired of spending all my time alone. I know I will never be anybodys snack pack and thats ok. What I miss the most (and crave the most) is to have that someone special next to me. Companionship to me is much more important than a physical relationship. To know they are close by is a comfort that casual sex can't replace. Don't get me wrong I would enjoy a night of pure animalistic passion. But thats not what i'm all about. I'm in it for the long haul. I know I have not had a good nights sleep over the past 12 years or so sence not having a constant relationship. It has been in the last year that I decided to live my life rather than just exist. I've probably had more nights out in the last year than at least the last 5 or more years combined. And much of that is because of SG and the great people I have met here. But nights out don't make up for a close relationship. I find many people I am intrested in, but none that I know of (if yo9u are hit me over the head and let me know) that has an intrest in me other than friendship. I know my age is part of the problem, but I act and feel (most of the time) much younger than I am. I wish I had a job I could just get away more on the weekends. (dam putting this down in words is much harder than I would like)
Enough of that for now.
In other news I have sold about 15 cookbooks and hope to sell many more. I just sent out 359 postcards marketing it. We shall see how people react to it. *crosses fingers* I have had a few requests so far and have receied 2 orders so far from here. So far I have collected $1445.00 which is 36% of my $4000.00 goal. I have until the 15th of May to raise the rest or it comes out of my pocket. *crosses fingers and toes this time in hopes to get to goal by then* I'm going to try and sit out in front of Wal-Mart or some other store in hopes of collecting donations. Its the only thing I can think of at this time to raise enough in such a short time. I'm starting to get a little nervous because I don't have that kind of money. If anyone needs information on donating and the cookbook check back a couple journal entrys.
Well thats enough rambling for now.
Hope very one has a great week.
Laters
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Your cake kicked ass! Oh my god it was so yummy!
Will you marry me and fatten me up? he he