La la la. So on Saturday night Ed and I were throwing out some trash when I decided I wanted to call the doc. I'd been feeling shitty all day and I was having contractions like 6 minutes apart, but they didn't hurt. The doctor told me to come in, so we ended up going to the hospital. He examined me and said that while...
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Yay! I went to the doctor's today. Not only was it my favorite doctor and nurse together, but the doc told me very exciting things. First of all, I lost two pounds. I am 4 centimeters dialated and completely effaced. The baby's head is at station 0 (whatever that means). He felt her head and told me that she has hair. I was thrilled, cuz...
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llona:
That's great! You're almost halfway there, and your labor hasn't started.
Here's wishing you a good quick labor.
xo
Here's wishing you a good quick labor.
xo
llona:
Here is a place that sells Maxafe birth balls:
birthbabiesandbeyond.com/birthballproducts.htm
You can also do a search for Maxafe birth balls on google or something.
But since you might not get it in time, I suggest going to Target and getting an exercize ball with a good weight limit on it so you can abuse it.
xo
birthbabiesandbeyond.com/birthballproducts.htm
You can also do a search for Maxafe birth balls on google or something.
But since you might not get it in time, I suggest going to Target and getting an exercize ball with a good weight limit on it so you can abuse it.
xo
I just got really bored and finally verified my friendster profile. Anyone who wanst to up their friends quotient, feel free to add me. I'm namelesscheese@aol.com. I forget all the people who've told me they're on there, so I am lame and have no friends.
Othar than that... not much.
Othar than that... not much.
suburbanslave:
woohooo...Ill add u to my friendster list....Im Morgan by the way! 
april_foolz:
What's this 'friendster' thingy?
I guess I never really explored this site. Yesterday I discovered the SG's candid pix, and today I found the SuicideBoys group. Both times I was scandalized, but in a good way.
I soooo want Ed to be a SuicideBoy. I'm going to ask him when he comes home from his work meeting. It's weird... he knows he's really attractive but pretends like he doesn't,...
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I soooo want Ed to be a SuicideBoy. I'm going to ask him when he comes home from his work meeting. It's weird... he knows he's really attractive but pretends like he doesn't,...
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reprobate:
Well, if your asking if I have a personal stake, no. I just think the personal has unfortunately become political and I hate bad law. I think sexual poltics are being used as a veiled means of social control to cling to a status quo that died fifty years ago.
Best of luck, BTW and congratulations in advance.
Best of luck, BTW and congratulations in advance.
jonas:
i hung out with a pregnant lady this past weekend fro my friend's wedding. she couldn't drink, of course, but she didn't mind that her husband did and she partied and laughed and talked shit with the rest of us - except she had this special glow about her. her husband was one of the coolest fuckers i've ever met and they both jost got back from a stint in the peace core in nicaragua... so i nicknamed the husband "patrisha" which he laughed heartily at and let me fuck with him for hours about how he was a hippie...blah, blah, blah... i had fun, met some great folks. i finally updated the journal with some of the highlights. peace out.
So I have this ex named John who is a big tool. And he just went on the EWA message boards and started posting some lame shit, ending with something about me and how I'll suck anything with a pulse, or some equally junior high-school-genius. And it's like dude, get over it. He is referring my drunken escapades at some huge party that happened last...
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tadzi:
you were in sleazeside? youre a benny? NOOOOOOO!!
its okay, youre cool as hell. you go beyond benny. hope you get your wish soon enough
its okay, youre cool as hell. you go beyond benny. hope you get your wish soon enough
_v_:
i hate those cars
and hope the baby pops out soon
and hope the baby pops out soon
La la la... hope you all have a nice weekend! 
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honkeykong:
-haha...no, i'm not really a pro wrestler. wish i was though. now put the fuckin' lotion in the basket.
honkeykong:
p.s.- rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead was a great movie...i never read the book though.
My lame-ass exboyfriend just called me like an hour ago. He wanted to know if I'd had the baby yet. I told him I hadn't. And he acted interested in my pregnant for like seventeen seconds before telling me he had moved back home and wanted to see me. I told him I had no interest in seeing him.
"But I'm clean now." he whined....
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"But I'm clean now." he whined....
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bean:
You can send me the pics via email (aim me or use the profile contact feature and I'll send you my email address). I have several domains (mostly just used for e-mail and whatnot) where I can throw the pics up really quickly. Then you can link them from there. I'll even set it up so they can't be viewed from anywhere but here...though that'll take me a bit longer due to weird geek voodoo.
ameracht:
You should not feel mean at all. Your ex is responsible for his recovery, not you.
From the 12 step, steps 8 and 9 are:
Made a list of persons we had harmed and became willing to make amends to them all.
Made direct amends to such people except when to do so would injure others.
These have absolutely nothing to do with "asking for forgiveness." The addict takes responsibility for what he has done, and does whatever is necessary to make it right ... such as helping you support the baby.
You have an absolute right to glory in your life as it is today, in your independence, in your achievements without him. And ... you do not need to feel bad about not wanting to forgive him. You should be true to yourself and your feelings. If he (and his lame co-dependent girlfriend) can't handle it ... tough shit.
Be very clear that he should not contact you. When pressed, use one of the most powerful words in the english language ... however.
"I understand what your saying, however ... (insert your own comments here.)
Good luck in detaching from him!
From the 12 step, steps 8 and 9 are:
Made a list of persons we had harmed and became willing to make amends to them all.
Made direct amends to such people except when to do so would injure others.
These have absolutely nothing to do with "asking for forgiveness." The addict takes responsibility for what he has done, and does whatever is necessary to make it right ... such as helping you support the baby.
You have an absolute right to glory in your life as it is today, in your independence, in your achievements without him. And ... you do not need to feel bad about not wanting to forgive him. You should be true to yourself and your feelings. If he (and his lame co-dependent girlfriend) can't handle it ... tough shit.
Be very clear that he should not contact you. When pressed, use one of the most powerful words in the english language ... however.
"I understand what your saying, however ... (insert your own comments here.)
Good luck in detaching from him!
I feel like crap today. I have done nothing but work on the baby's room a teeny bit, and sleep. Ed'll be home from work in like half an hour. I was planning on seducing him when he came through the door, but the bedroom's a mess and I'm not even showered yet. I'm such a slob. 
Did you all hear about Barry Manilow breaking...
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vim:
saucy indeed.
vim:
that hairy ol' thing?....oh stop it! *blush*
Top down, chrome spinnin'
You see the boss grinnin', I'm lovin' these damn women
I let two get in
She tried to let the rest fit in
I'm like, "Naw love, that's for..."
That's a problem to the wheel well
Trust I know them twenty's real well
Now we coastin', me, two chicks and toastin'
I turn up the volume watch the bass get 'em...
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You see the boss grinnin', I'm lovin' these damn women
I let two get in
She tried to let the rest fit in
I'm like, "Naw love, that's for..."
That's a problem to the wheel well
Trust I know them twenty's real well
Now we coastin', me, two chicks and toastin'
I turn up the volume watch the bass get 'em...
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_v_:
ha ha ha
nu uh
nu uh
jonas:
all up in yo bedclothes - thug life, yo... holla!
After five hours with the webcam last night, I came away with nutty pix of me rocking out, as well as four of my own music videos. Check some of that out. They aren't as fun as my blowjob ones, but they're silly.
I feel so weird. I woke up this morning and my tummy was like a foot lower than it was when I...
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_v_:
i want to watch your web cam madness
damn
let a brother know when the show is on
ha
Llona rocks
she is a rad lady
damn
let a brother know when the show is on
ha
Llona rocks
she is a rad lady
suburbanslave:
hahaha, those pics are cute!!!!
but i had to decline
i think i should jump at it next time
damn me