bakedgoods

Thank you all for your comments... let's just say this weekend was long. And not just the car ride. I hate how Ed sets me up for surprises... we've had the smae argument seven times now and each time he'd swear to me that was it, he'd never hide things from me again, and then goes and does it again like the next day. That particular game is very, very tired and I refuse to put up with it any longer. *sigh*
I don't understand why he feels the need to have attention and nudity from other chicks. And why he feels the need to hide it from me. But anyway, he has until Wendesday to get rid of all the non-porn girls on the computer, delete his bangme account, block all the people he doesn't know on his buddy list and subject himself and his online dalliances to periodic checks by me. I will ideally be able to rifle through his email,pen any folder on the computer, read his IMs over his shoulder, answer his cell phone, etc. without finding anything questionable. If I do, him and I are finished as of that moment. Ridiculous? Of course. He's 26 years old, he should have outgrown this lame bullshit years ago. Necessary? Unfortunately.
I put serious thought into getting rid of him, I honestly thought Emily and I'd be coming home from New York by ourselves. And par of me sincerely doubts that he really has told me everything and really is done being stupid. But this is it, last chance.
Emily was soooooo grumpy yesterday, I felt so bad for her. All weekend she was poked at and prodded and woken up from peaceful slumber and bothered. It seemed to bother her much more this weekend then before. Poor Em. But she slept almost 14 hours straight last night, on the way home and then once we got here, and she just went down for another nap, and she seems to be in a better mood.
All I want to do is have a nap but this place is such a mess I think I may clean.