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I have been having exceptional sex all week. And I got the best head ever on Tuesday night. Rarrrr!
Saw A Perfect Circle last night, even though I have only a lukewarm liking for them. This chick Faye I met on AdultFriendFinder asked me to come with her and use her extra 100 dollar ticket for free. So Ed said he'd watch the baby and...
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antisquid:
antisquid is actually from when I was 18 and I choked on antacids. my friend said "are you okay?" and I said "roo remy antisquids" or "too many antacids".

I had an ulcer and was really dumb. i usually like squids too, but this is the destiny I must fulfill. sigh.
llona:
hooray for awesome sex!
And of course I love you- and thank you for the sweet comment in my journal the other day.
so glad to hear that em is doing well.
xoxo
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So I forgot to post of the *wonderment* that was Thursday, when I went to the gyno. As you may remember, I have a strange infatuation with this man, the doctor who delivered Emily. At first I hoped he didn't remember me. Not only did he remember my face, he remembered my name AND inquired after Ed... by name. There went being totally anonymous. Then...
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raven:
ok. ive been away from the computer for a really long time and havent checked my journal in forever but i just read your comment and am shocked- you actually know rider strong sig other? wow. have you ever met him? thats so random. i remember doodling his name in my notebook in 7th grade. thats so funny.
_v_:
cameras don't always tell the truth
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So yeah. Ed and I got into a screaming argument in the car yesterday on the way to Bill and Paul's. He made me cry. It wasn't really my fault this time though... I started out being nice. And then when I tried to get reassurance from him that I was important to him, that I didn't rank second to anyone, he couldn't provide it....
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tadzi:
wee biscut *L* i love euphemisms for babies. my sister refers to her kids as "pods"
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I appreciate everyone's concern and input. And just because we argue and such doesn't mean the wedding is off. Now if only someone from the parish would get back to us. I'd settle for talking to an altar boy or something.
I spent most of the day cleaning, playing with Em, and working on my website. Simultaneously, might I add.
instigator:
I definitely don't think you should break it off with someone just because you argue. I think arguing is very healthy sometimes. As ong as it isn't always one person starting the arguing and the other person just taking it. Good luck with the wedding!!

My gnome is named Bob. He's my buddy. wink
schoolgirl:
my husband and I argued to infinity tons of times. especially after our em. Arguing can never make a relationship/marriage/wedding over. people giving up on each other does that. good luck with your family.
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I am the worst. frown I am so horribly mean to Ed sometimes-- saying awful things just to see how far he lets me go. And so far he hasn't stopped me, so I just keep going. It's like I'm daring him to say something in defense of himself. Or like I'm trying to see what I can get away with before he breaks up with...
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instigator:
Sounds like a tough situation there. My ex used to do the same sort of thing to me. She caught me lying about looking at porn and from then on she wouldn't trust me at all. I don't think it was that bad, but she got seriously pissed. She kept bringing it up much like you say you do. After a while(like 2 years and she's still bringing it up), I just got so sick of it that I couldn't stand to be around her anymore. I just wanted to give you a guy's perspective. I hope it all works out for you.
suburbanslave:
Thats so weird - I did the same thing to tyler...I was such a bitch, but he would never stand up for himself or tell me to shut up so id keep going.
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Just posted some pix in the PSW site. Ease down, no nudity... yet. Ed and I were all making out and touching each other after like eight pictures, LOL (not including the new BJ pix we took last night... yay...). If we can ever stop acting like horny 16 year olds home alone, I'll finish the set. However, there are new pix posted in "my...
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tadzi:
sounds good. im working 7-2. just come in and ask someone at the customer service desk for jason. either that or look for the cashier who has a nametag with a strange name.
and yeah youre thinking of the right place. it is next to target
suburbanslave:
Are u going to see my boy?!?! Give him a big hug for me!! Oh and love, u would never have to pay me to have sex with u - I should be the one payiong u for it!!! kiss
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I finally found someone on this site that I hate. However, it would be rude of me to tell you who it is. Here's a hint though... she's not a suicide girl. That narrows it down by like 250, LOL. And if you're reading this, no, it's probably not you.
So within the past two days, I have become mega-over as an indy wrestler. Some...
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sakita:
i read the thing you said in psw. and youre right, if anyone says stuff like that about you, they are showing their intelligence, not your beauty.
I think its me that you hate!!! Im all paranoid like that.
thats cool that some one started a fan group for you..and its doubly cool that you wrestled...i always wanted to...but im too ummm lazy? out of shape? etc. and now i cant because of a back injury... too bad.
anyway..take care.
suburbanslave:
Those pics of u on yahoo are fuckin hot!! U need ot get back into wrestling!! kiss
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I, friends, have completely lost my edge. I am now about as hardcore and controversial as a Q-Tip. Emily went to the doctor today and got her second hepatitis shot. She cried for less than 30 seconds. I cried for a whole lot longer. whatever It was just so sad. Her little face was so red and upset and hurt and her cries were so desperate...
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suburbanslave:
Ill come be ur briadmaid!!
rumpusparable:
*screams "YO BAYBEE!" out the car window*
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Em's finally asleep after being awake *all day*. Not that she isn't adorable and fun and I don't love her to death, but when Mommy doesn't even get a chance to poo when she nees to or eat for ten hours, she gets a little crazy.
Had sex last night, first time in about two months. I couldn't wait the extra week and half til...
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jonas:
joy of motherhood. from what i hear, you get accustomed to it and it gets easier and very rewarding... somehow i doubt that helps you now. i wish i could take you away to the porn convention in FL so you could get loaded and party with the sex people. maybe next time.
fake111:
I'd talk to ya but yer phones always busy...hahahaha
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Ed brought home a digital camera last night from work. And as soon as we take a break from taking a billion pictures of the baby, I'm gonna do a Plus-Sized Women set (and he's gonna do a Suicide Boys but this is all about me here, LOL).
Emily smiled for the first time on Saturday, and ever since then, she has been favoring me...
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tiamat:
hey gorgeous,
thank you for the birthday sweetness from you and emily. kiss

aww... baby smiles warm my heart
epiphany:
Hi, I ran across your post that you were looking for a theme song for your return to wrestling. What do you have in mind? My band could probably write one just for you. We are a female fronted band. smile
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Thank you all for your comments... let's just say this weekend was long. And not just the car ride. I hate how Ed sets me up for surprises... we've had the smae argument seven times now and each time he'd swear to me that was it, he'd never hide things from me again, and then goes and does it again like the next day. That...
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tadzi:
if i could wake up next to you every day i think id be willing to endure that
antiprincess:
If there's anything I won't put up with, it's lying and deception. Be strong and stick to your guns. You deserve the best in the world! biggrin
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Men should realize that lying to me is futile. I am omnipotent, and I find out. I'm not even really omnipotent-- other people are just stupid. Even people that I have procreated with.
Ed and I argued yesterday over whether or not he had seen nekkid, non-porn boobs on the internet since he moved in here, and he swore all over the place that he...
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punknitemike:
damn girl... u so rock! some advice though... guys will be guys. you have nothing to worry about! just give ed a hard time about it!

just looked thru yr candid pics. very nice!!! yr emily is adorable! and that anniversary pic of you & ed... too cute! you look quite yummy yrself! and the naughty pics.. wow!!! i didnt take you as quite the naughty girl. especially the pic towards the end... u know which one im talking about. is that you guys? just curious!!!

are you done w/ wrestling now?
fake111:
Wow, thats gonna be a loooooooooooong ride fer Ed